It was always you (*Modern au*Jean x Fem. Reader)

Chapter 3

~A Week Later~

You was in your room still mentally preparing yourself for today it was 11:30 am and you still had to walk up to the park with your mom. You hoped if you both decided not to date that you guys could still be friends because you didn't want to lose him as a friend he had been there through everything with you just like you had for him. 

"Y/n dear are you ready to head to the park to meet up with Jean?" Y/m/n asked through the door.

"Uh, um  y-yeah I'm coming mom!" You said kind of loud grabbing your phone and finally brushing your hair for the last time before walking out of your room.

Y/n and Y/m/n walked out the front door and started heading to the park and on the way there Y/m/n decided to make small talk.

"So Y/n what's your most favorite thing about Jean?" Y/m/n said smirking.

"Huh?" Y/n said blushing.

"What's. Your. Most. Favorite. Thing. About. Jean?" Y/m/n said stopping after each word making sure you heard her.

"Oh um well his smile, his eyes, his personality, he's really kind to me, and he's sweet. Honestly the list goes on and on. WAIT I'VE SAID TO MUCH." Y/n said blushing a deep crimson.

"Hahaha its okay dear I've just never seen you like this and quite frankly I was the same way with your father. And I'm glad you trust me enough to be able to come to me with all this." Y/m/n said smiling to her daughter.

"Well I can't exactly go to dad he's always busy and when he's not busy he's eating and then in bed asleep." Y/n said.

"Honey you know he is doing his best right?" Y/m/n said.

"Yeah I know." Y/n said looking down. 

"Hey we're here I'll go hide behind the tree over here okay I see Jean over there now GO." Y/m/n said.

"Okay mom if anything goes south I'll text you okay?" Y/n said.

"Okay love now GO."Y/m/n said.

You then started to walk over to where Jean was sitting on the park bench and you noticed he was watching the kids play on the playground. You then said, "AWWW." Which then startled Jean and then he said, " Oh hey Y/n I didn't think you was gonna show up heh."

"Oh well I'm here. Soooooooo......." Y/n said dragging out the last part.

"Right. Well I wanted to talk about us and things and how you would feel about like dating?" Jean asked.

"Oh... Well what would happen to our friendship if we ever broke up? That's my main concern because I don't wanna lose you Jean." Y/n said.

"Right I mean we could try to still be friends but like I don't know if it would be the same." Jean said.

"If it's not gonna be the same I don't want it Jean." Y/n said bluntly.

"O-oh right." Jean said rubbing his neck.

"Why don't we just stay friends and if we ever like become more than that then so be it but right now I don't think we're ready okay?" Y/n said.

"I agree." Jean said kind heart broken but happy that he still had his friend.

"Wanna hold my hand and walk home together and hang out maybe you can listen to me sing some more?" Y/n said.

"Yes, please?" Jean said.

"Okay let me just text someone real quick something okay and then we can go okay?" Y/n said.

"Okay!" Jean said excitedly.

Y/n: Hey mom me and Jean are gonna remain friends for now and stuff. But is it cool if he comes over?

Y/m/n: Okay sweetheart I'm happy you guys are still good with each other and that's fine sweetheart that he comes over just don't do anything I wouldn't do in your room okay ;)

Y/n: OMG MOM!!!!

Y/m/n: I'm Kidding sweetheart I know your a good girl.

"Okay we can go now!" Y/n said grabbing his hand and starting to walk.

"Okay so how have you been Y/n?" Jean asked.

"I've been okay how about you?" Y/n asked.

"I've just been worried about you." Jean said squeezing your hand.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you worry about me I just needed to figure things out you know." Y/n said.

"I know but I still couldn't help but worry about you because I care about you and when you left me on read that worried me the most because I thought I did something to upset you or something." Jean said.

"No no no you didn't I just panicked and didn't know what to do and I didn't know how to reply." Y/n said.

"Oh okay good. Well not that that's a good thing but good that that's the only reason and not that I did something to upset you ya know." Jean said.

"Yeah I understand." Y/n said.

"So what electives are you taking when the school year starts up Y/n?" Jean asked.

"Well definitely Art and Choir." Y/n said.

"Yeah do you think I can see some of your drawings when we get to your house?" Jean asked.

"Uhm sure but some of them are gonna probably seem creepy to you so be prepared." Y/n said as they approached her front door and they went in and upstairs to her room and sat down on her bed.

"Okay I'm prepared to see whatever it is you have drawn in your sketch books Y/n." Jean said.

"Okay if you say so." Y/n said and opened her sketch book to the first page for him to start flipping through and his eyes widened.

"Y/n...."

"I'm sorry if you think.." Y/n said but was cut off by Jean saying,

"Y/n is this how you see me?" 

"W-well yeah." Y/n said and started to hide her face in her pillow.

"Y/n these are magnificent you gotta teach me how to draw this good." Jean said looking at Y/n with pleading eyes.

"O-oh okay I'll teach you." Y/n said.