So I have live on 3 different continents. obviously. Asia, North America, and Europe. moving isn't fun. trust me. I do love discovering new places but it just gets old.
I have been in a million different schools. now that I am in Jr. High I don't fit in. as I said before, I'm emotionally unstable.
I cry when I mean to be tough or have to be tough when everyone needs it. and im unresponsive with my sympathy and empathy when people need it most. I honestly hate feelings. they are silly.
I hate love. especially in our society. to boys love is "sleeping" around and then leaving the girl to deal with the child or or the depression of him leaving cause she gave herself to him. to girls love is a word that is meaninglessly tossed around like beer at a bar. To ME love is life. if you truly love someone you would wait for the right man to "give yourself to", true love is waiting for the girl who will love you even if you aren't perfect. even if you think that perfect man/woman won't like you because of your past, but in reality...THEY WILL, PEOPLE, GET THAT RIGHT!!!!! THIS IS THE LOVE!! THE ONE WE ALL WISH FOR!!
The life of moving around us great. I guess. having no secure friendships. Hanging with people who don't listen when you really need them to.
This is my friends. well, my "girl". Friends. my guys friends always take me into consideration. they always listen and they are as Emotionally stupid as I am.
I have always wanted to get into football, but being a 14 year old girl, I cant. all of the guys would pummel me. when I was 12 it was the other way around.
wow, I really need to go to a gym. I'm sitting here in my game chair. being super lazy. but you guys need to know me.
Oh, I really like meat, like..wow. oh, Nicki Manaj is QUEEN and her music is dope.i love drake too. I love how when he sing it's like you can hear his facial expressions. I'm in love wit it
This is me, my life, the one where I dread going to school cause I DONT FIT IN. ITS REALLY OBVIOUS. MY ONE FREAKING BESTIE EASILY REPLACED ME WITH A GIRL WHO FOLLOWS MY BESTIE LIKE A LOST DOG. okay I'm done ranting. *kisses*luv y'all, ttyl.
