Betrayal

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

BPOV

How could he do this to me? My heart was throbbing. It felt as if it wasn't beating. I wanted to be. This pain that was in my chest was unbearable. I should've stayed away. From that first moment when he sat by me and class and asked me if I was new I should've just said yes and moved on with life. In Biology I would only had talked to him when I needed to. And when Alice went out with Jasper and the gang I should've stayed in. Because if I had I wouldn't want to die right now.

I wanted to cease to exsist. So I would've have to feel the pain of him.

It hurts. A lot. I know I've said that already but it won't go away.

I trusted him and I shouldn't have. I would say I hate him and curse him to the deepest pit in hell but who am I kidding? Of course I don't, quite the contrary actually.

I wish I never got close to him. Lies.

I wish he never approached me. Lies. Again.

I wish he would just disappear. Even more lhutruth is even after what he did I can't bring myself to hate him. And I hate myself for that.

I couldn't hate such a beautiful person. But he wasn't in my eyes anymore.

He was a person who had hurt me.

Scared me for forever.

And right when I felt like everything was right. I actually felt like I belonged. I never belonged any where. That should've been a warning flag from the very beginning.

I didn't know I was crying until my nose started to run. A sob escaped my chest.

It must've been loud because all of sudden Alice was wrapped up in a towel and by my side in a instant.

"Oh my god, Bella what happen--!?" She gasped as she saw the picture that was soaked in tears. My tears.

"That man-whore!" She screeched. I began to wipe my tears away as Alice angrily threw on clothes that didn't even match. That was a first. She grabbed her keys.

"Where are you going?" I sniffled.

"To Edward's dorm and give him a piece of my mind." She grabbed the picture from my hand. But, before I could tell her to drop it she was out the door.

EPOV

I woke up to banging on my door.

"Edward door!" Jasper said half asleep. I got up and was greeted by a very pissed of Alice.

"Jasper, Al-" I didn't get to finish what I was saying because Alice had punched me in the face.

I actually stumbled under her blow.

"You man-whore! I hate you! How could you do that to Bella!" She screeched at me.

What did I do?!

"What?!" I asked. By now Jasper was staring at Alice, wide eyed. She she shoved a picture in my face. I looked at it at felt the blood drain from my face.

"No! I Never! Tanya kissed me! I didn't kiss her! I kicked her out of here!" Jasper snatched the picture from my hand and looked at it.

"What the fuck, man!" He yelled at me. "You liar!" Alice screeched.

"I'm not lieing!" I needed to see Bella. Obviously she had seen this picture--it was more like a lie.

I couldn't lose her. She was to important in my life. I got up and ran from the dorm room. The faster I get to Bella the better. I ran and ran and didn't stop even though it was freezing cold outside.

MY heart was breaking.

I couldn't lose Bella.

I love her!

I loved her with every fiber of my being!

Prove it to her then!

I am!

I made it to Bella's dorm and heard sobbing. Bella. I knocked. I heard the sobbing stop and a minute later she opened the door.

"What are you doing here?" Her voice was cold.

"Just listen to me please." She looked at me but didn't say anything.

"She came over and she kissed me. I kicked her out. That picture was taken from my window. It was a set up. She wanted this to happen." She took a deep breath and said,

"You need to leave me alone. Just for a while. So I can think things through."

"Bella. Don't do this to me, please. I love you." I whispered the last part. I don't think she heard me but what she said proved me wrong,

"Then if you love me you'll give me time to think." Then she shut the door.

If she needed time I'd give her all the time in the world.

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