I Love You

Detention

It's was pretty awkward. We didn't really talk. So I choose to take a nap, about 5 minutes into my nap, I hear that Zack is talking to himself, he must be bored I thought to myself I opened my eyes and looked at him, I smiled at him, he noticed I looked at him and got embarrassed, cute, I laughed a little, he also started laughing "Hey uh... Zack, wanna be friends?" I asked him, he thought about it for a moment then said "Sure Jackson", I smiled but I had this weird feeling in my stomach when he said my name, I just looked the other way trying to find out what this feeling was, it felt like a crush, but it couldn't be, I have a girlfriend and I'm straight, so no way I have feelings for a boy.
I walked over to him and gave him my number, he looked up at me then smirked, he's kinda hot tho, Wtf Jackson, anyways he stood up and I for the first time I noticed that he was actually taller than me "how tall are you?" I asked him "6 feet tall (182cm)" he answered, damn he's tall, "How tall are you?" he laughs, I looked around a little then said "5ft 11 (180 cm)" he laughs again and sat back down, I look at the time, only 7 minutes left of detention nice (now you might wonder why there wasn't a teacher in the room, to be honest, I don't know either, maybe they trusted us we could just have left) I walked over to the door to see if there were any teachers outside the classroom, nope no teachers, I looked at Zack and signed with my hands if we should leave, he shook his head, maybe he doesn't want to get in trouble, what a pussy, I walked over next to him leaning against the wall, Zack walked over to me, put his hands on each side at the wall next to my head, I started blushing, What the hell was he doing?! I smirked and laughed then he backed off, I got mad at him for doing that "what the fuck was that for?!" I asked him, he looked at the floor laughing, shook his head, and left the classroom, What the fuck? I went after him, I wanted to know why he did that I also wanted to know why I started blushing cuz I didn't feel embarrassed at all, I ran after him when I got stopped by a familiar face, Jessica (my girlfriend) she looked at me confused "why are you chasing the new boy?" she asked, wow she has already forgotten his name, I couldn't tell her what he did in detention "I wanted to talk to him" that wasn't a complete lie "about what?" she asked "Uhm it's complicated" that wasn't a lie either, she looked at me then rolled her eyes, "so are you ready to head home? You promised we could walk home together" she asked, did I really promise it? I thought to myself "yeah" I answered, I didn't wanna think about what happened in detention but I couldn't stop, it was like it was playing on a loop, how he smirked and how his lips... My thoughts got interrupted by Jessica "bye babe" she smiled and kissed me, how long had we walked, it usually took around half an hour just to get to her house, "goodbye" I said, then continued home, why couldn't I get him out of my head, then when I was at my front door another thought came into my head, did we get any homework? I just walked in keep thinking about it, I shook my head to get the thought out of my head, I didn't wanna think about homework, I looked over at the sofa to see David, also known as Mister. Johnson, and my mom in the kitchen, I walked to the kitchen and asked my mom if she needed help, she seemed tired, "no thank you honey" she said, I nodded and went to my room, on my way up the stairs David yelled after me "remember to study for the test on Monday" Shit! I wasn't ready for that damn test, I couldn't think straight, all I could think about was Zack, I have almost 3 days to study today (Friday) then tomorrow and Sunday, I choose to try to study maybe if I studied I could stop thinking about Zack, but no, couldn't concentrate, all I could think about how handsome Zack was, his pretty brown hair, the Grey eyes and best of all the way he smirks, shit, what if I actually have feelings for a guy, that can't be happening I'm straight, yeah maybe I was overthinking a bit... Maybe more than a bit... A lot actually, I heard my mom yell from the living room "dinners ready" I went down but wasn't hungry at all. "are you okay hun? Why aren't you eating anything?" my mom asked looking at me worried, I didn't answer "now don't be disrespectful Jackson answear your mother," David said in a kinda aggressiv tone I still didn't say anything, which pissed David off (he has some anger issues) he stood up trying to intimidate me, I also stood up and looked at him, I am taller than him, so he sat back down and so did I, I looked at my mom and said "I'm not hungry, I will be going to my room now" and left the table and headed to my room, I sat down on my bed, after 12 minutes of me thinking I fell asleep, I woke up in the middle of the night, I had no idea why, but I choose to get up, I walked over to my window to get some fresh air, after looking out the window for about 4 minutes I walked over to a chair I had in my room and took a black hoodie of it and put it on, then I climbed up on my roof thru my window, I usually do this when I wake up in the middle of the night, maybe not the best idea to do, but I still did.