I Love You

The Beginning

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I have lived alone with my mom since I was 6, my parents got divorced, my father wasn't the best he would be drunk a lot or just come home really angry, he wasn't good at dealing with his emotions, he would get aggressive, it started when I was around 4 years old he would come home from work, mad at his boss or coworkers and hit my mother, she didn't really defend for herself, she knew he was a lot stronger than her and she wanted to keep me safe, at around 5 years old I noticed my mom got hurt, so I would jump in the middle of my Dad hitting my mom and end up getting hit instead, my dad didn't really care, my mom never did anything, what could she do? He was a lot stronger and bigger than her and she didn't wanna make him angrier, so she didn't do anything, well she cried and yelled that my father should stop but, he never listened. When I was 13 my mom got married to my teacher, David, I never liked him and still don't, it was clear he didn't like me either, he would always make sure that I did my homework, if I didn't do it he would slap me, and even tho he was a lot smaller and not as strong as my father my mom still didn't do anything, I don't understand why she wouldn't even say something, she just looked him in the eyes and sighed, even tho she never did anything I still love her, she is my mother.

I use most of my time in my room, just playing on my computer. I have this lovely girlfriend named Jessica, she's really kind and beautiful, I'm 17 now and I'm kinda the popular boy in my school, quiet but popular, and a lot of girls want me, I don't really notice them I only notice my beloved Jessica, with her pretty hazel brown eyes, her dirty blonde hair and her sweet smile, snap out of it Jackson, anyways even tho I have a lot of friends I don't really have any close friends, we'll not until he came...