Shattered ||Huang Renjun

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Harsh ringing of phone gave a scare to the girl
"Hello?"
"Is it Huang Renjun?"
"Yea..why?"
"Come to seoul city hospital it's your parents"

Ending the call he grabbed suyeon's hand rushing out if the place others following behind "hey jun what the fuck!" The girl shouted who was being dragged by Renjun who just ran out in full speed getting to the car

"Hey mister slow down what's wrong?" Suyeon asked "Tell others to wait for taeyong hyung he'll pick them here's my phone you can call him i need to go" renjun said getting inside the car "hey hey hey stop you ain't going anywhere without me" suyeon got into the car sitting in the passenger seat "i dont have time , go with your brother" his eyes glaring at the girl who fastened her seat belt "nah man I'm good ; you with this anger can die and as you always say 'I'm not suicidal'" the girl mocked him earning a scoff from the older one rolling his eyes he started the car speeding off

"Huang xing" renjun said "what's your relation?" The lady at reception asked "im his son" he told "room 108" she guided reaching over there they saw doctors coming out of operation theatre "renjun?" The doctor said making "how are they?" He asked making the doctor shift uncomfortably "uh i don't how to say" he sighed "say it" he glared "it was a bad crash we tried our best, I'm sorry for your loss" he patted at Renjun's shoulder
The whole world collapsed for suyeon feeling a rush of emotions building up looking at renjun her tears well up "jun" she called softly the boy who stood there stiffened not knowing how to handle the situation his mind blank he felt no emotion felt numb
"Renjun" she called again making the boy look at her "tell the others I gotta manage some things" he stated blankly brushing past suyeon who stood their trembling sad tears threatening to fall gaining all the courage she called her brother

"I'm sorry for your loss" yet another one of this same sick sentence made renjun angry than he already was his feelings mixed up his most time busy managing two funerals in a day
Everyone dressed in black the rain drops falling lightly making everything gloomy

Knocking on the door suyeon entered "jun it's time" she told the boy who was staring outside the window watching the graveyard nodding he came along the girl finishing the last of the burial procedure

Like this 1 week passed walking around the dorm the girl sighed "hyuck I'm worried" she said "he hasn't even shed a single tear he isn't eating his meals properly and not even talking" she said concerned it might not be best time but suyeon found herself attracted to renjun and seeing him in this condition she couldn't help but be sad "right now he needs you the most go to him" hyuck advised "you think?" She asked as haechan nodded "yes now go" he smiled

Slightly knocking on the door i heard the door click "jun" i called his eyes fixed on the window looking outside "if you're here to tell me to eat then leave" his hoarse voice said making me sit next to him taking a deep breath
"you can cry if you want to" i told looking at him "I don't feel like" he mumbled "the more pain you store in heart the more heavier it become to live with" i told him placing my hand on his to which he reacted hastily "why do you care" his voice filled with hatred "i CARE and what are you gonna do about it" I challenged his eyes changing into a angry one hands forming fist "just..leave I don't want to hurt you" he said "you aren't gonna hurt me" i said softly "LEAVE! DONT ACT LIKE YOU CARE, CUz YOU NEVER DID AND NEVER WILL NOR DID MY PARENTS SO WHY DONT YOU FUCK I OFF I GUESS" his harsh words full of venom and anger as much as it hurt me I couldn't overreact because i know what it feels like to be left alone
"I care and i always will so did your parents and your friends , I KNOW how it is to be left alone okay that's why i want to help before we both become shattered than we already are"