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those words felt like tugging onto renjun's  heart grabbing the glass of water next to me he slammed it on the floor the pieces of glass shattering down on the floor i was sitting next to making me flinch "WHY?" He asked his voice desperate weak s...

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those words felt like tugging onto renjun's  heart grabbing the glass of water next to me he slammed it on the floor the pieces of glass shattering down on the floor i was sitting next to making me flinch
"WHY?" He asked his voice desperate weak screaming for help
"I don't know" my small voice almost inaudible ruffling his hair he groaned frustrated clearly having a mental breakdown hesitantly standing up i stood infront of him "stop fighting with yourself renjun" his eyes staring into mine tears rolling out staining his cheeks

It took him a week after the death of his parents to get his emotions out he welled up for years hanging his head low his sniffles were only thing heard my arms instinctively wrapping around him pulling him in a hug his knees becoming weak slowly sitting on the floor crying
"it's okay I'm here cry as much as you want" softly comforting him i rubbed his back as he cried his heart out
"I didn't talk to them cuz they hated me but still i miss them, maybe if I would have been better with them treated them like a good son" he said between sobs "i am sure they loved you" i said holding him close My heart breaking seeing him in this state

Gaining his composure after a few minutes he got out of my embrace sitting leaning against the wall "thank you" he said making me smile softly at him he was ethereal making me flutter i placed my palm on floor trying to support myself to stand up "ouch!" I hissed in pain as the shattered glass grazed my skin cutting my palm making me lose my balance before I could fall renjun supported my holding me "you okay" he asked and i nodded slightly

"pretty" he mumbled "huh?" I asked "moon! Moon is pretty!" He panicked "it's um 3:00pm what moon you talking about boi?" I asked and he chuckled nervously making me smile
Sitting next to him i stared at his features
" do you really care about me?" He asked out of blue making me flustered "uh yea of course i do" i replied "why?" A simple question making me speechless looking at him wide eyes not sure what to answer "oh uh we are soulmates right and yea.." i stumbled my words he chuckled coming close to my bending down to my level as i moved back tilting his head he stared at me "I don't know what you are doing....but it's working" he whispered making me close my eyes taking a deep breath ny heart saying to tell him how i feel but felt hesitant saying out loud that i was having butterflies in my stomach due to him "renjun" my voice shaky "hmm" he let a deep hum as he brushed my hair back eyes fixed on me "i-uh i-" my words cut by knock on door "food's ready hoes" i heard haechan say walking away as footsteps fade away i heard renjun curse under his breath clearing my throat i got up fixing my shirt dusting my jeans

I turned around extending my left hand "let's eat" i said and he stared at me blankly not replying sighing i bit my lip "i need you okay?" I bit inside of my cheek little blush on my cheeks his eyes trailed down to my wrist eyeing the soulmate tattoo along with his name "i-i need you to be there for me; I don't care if you think I'm a burden or a stupid girl but i need you to take care of me cuz- cuz I can't do it alone- i just- can't" i opened up the words i bottled up inside me his eyes widened from the sudden confession
"So Huang Renjun fucking man up and take your responsibility aka yo bitch 'ME' and get out of the shell you've built cause bitch you ain't alone anymore" i scolded him and guess what he did he smiled at me
Not that sarcastic, evil smile he used to give me a real, genuine smile warming my heart taking my hand with his right one connecting our soulmate tattoo smiling at me he stood infront of me

I turned around extending my left hand "let's eat" i said and he stared at me blankly not replying sighing i bit my lip "i need you okay?" I bit inside of my cheek little blush on my cheeks his eyes trailed down to my wrist eyeing the soulmate tat...

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