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Silicone

Silent is all you've ever been
In the absence of sound and prohibited sin
Violent waves of eruption, you'd think
I could remember the fountains of rage held within
Sirens, you hear your heartbeat run
In the moment you're saved, you're ruined when it's done
And bygones are long gone when you've had your fun
In that moment, a game, soon it's an everlasting numbness

You will feel cold, where the blood used to surge
You will turn old, where mine knows to purge
You'll still remember my words, yours and my deepest cuts
Conceal yourself in silicone, it feels so good until the rubber feels too rough

Triumph is what you learned is when I'm not home
But in the barrenness of your distress, you know I'm what you're missing most
Nightclubs and picking a fight with anyone you don't know
You wanna leave to spread your wings and seed or release your need 'cause temptation's a motherfucking bitch alone

You will feel cold, where the blood used to surge
You will turn old, where mine knows to purge
You'll still remember my words, yours and my deepest cuts
Conceal yourself in silicone, it feels so good until the rubber feels too rough

I get the feeling that you'll call me late tomorrow
You're quick to cheating because to you all love is borrowed
And there, burrowed in your breath, the words to keep me around
But when love is borrowed, you'll find it won't be found

You will feel cold, where the blood used to surge
You will turn old, where mine knows to purge
You'll still remember my words, yours and my deepest cuts
Conceal yourself in silicone, it feels so good until the rubber feels too rough
You will feel cold, where the blood used to gush
And already told, mine is reborn in its gold rush
You'll reminisce on your own, the ex glory and privilege of my love
Consider yourself silicone, a warped fantasy even you won't wanna touch

And there, burrowed in your breath, the words to keep me around
But when love is borrowed, you'll find it won't be found