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Blame

You start an argument because you don't wanna leave yet
You want me to stay so you want me to argue, and I guess that's kinda cute
But you've pushed me way past the limit so I don't wanna stay another minute
I couldn't do what you wanted me to

I start to beg and I negotiate when I should be disassociating
Myself away from you 'cause you want to argue, fixate on everything but your issues
You've pushed me way past the point, when I used to listen to the sound of your voice
Cursing my name when only you're to blame

I realise now, but you promised forever
I always had doubt and you thought I was too clever
You called me names and I called you back 'cause I was insane
And past is the past and we don't have a future, and you're the only one to blame

Would you have kept your word if I was a poor girl believing you head-first?
You want to change, but you want to stay the same, no, it doesn't work that way
I can't let you push me and pull me again, I should've listened to my old friends
I can't believe I chose this over them, why the hell, what the hell then?

I start to beg and I negotiate when I should be disassociating
Myself away from you 'cause you want to argue, fixate on anything when it's you
You've pushed me way past the point, when I used to listen to the sound of your voice
Cursing my name when only you're to blame

I realise now, but you promised forever
I always had doubt and you thought I was too clever
You called me names and I called you back 'cause I was insane
And past is the past and we don't have a future, and you're the only one to blame

You take every opportunity to embarrass me and I let you
I let you, I let you in every goddamn time
I take every opportunity to make you believe I'm the one
And maybe I was, maybe I was before you fucked it up another night
Another day, just wasted away, just wasting away
I swear, I can't stay
I realise now

I realise now
I always had doubt and you thought I was too clever
You called me names and I called you back 'cause I'm insane
And past is the past and we don't have a future, and you're the only one to blame

And you're the only one to blame
You're the only one to blame
The only one to blame
You're the only one to blame
But you're the only one