I loved you then, I love you now, and I won't stop loving you ( n.h )

Chapter two

*niall*

I walk onto the stage while 'what makes you beautiful' starts playing. I look around at the fans and smile. I look at the people at the front and see a girl with a shirt that said 'marry me zayn' and then there was a girl next to her.

I lock eyes with her and I realize exactly who it is. It is Ariana. I frown and feel guilty. I cant process this right now. I have to go. I run over to Harry.

"Hey dude I got to go. Tell you later. Distract the fans. Be back soon." I say into Harry's ear then run off the stage, last thing I see is Harry nodding.

I went to my dressing room and sit on the couch and pull at my hair from anxiety. She probably hates me. She frowned at me and crossed her arms. I needed to talk to her as soon as I could. She probably thinks I hate her! I don't though. I love her so much and I never stopped loving her and I never will.

If only she knew that the management didn't let me text or talk to any girls for publicity. I need to tell her. I looked at the clock and 5 minutes have gone by.

I jumped off the couch wiping my tears away and ran to the stage.

"I'm sorry everyone. I had to do something. Thank you for your patience. Love you all!" I said and looked at Harry nodding when he looked at me with a concerned face. The music for what makes you beautiful started to play again. I looked over at Ariana but she wasn't there i frowned but then started singing with the boys and a fake smile.

We did a few more songs and then I looked back at Ariana and she was there but this time she was smiling and having a good time jumping and screaming. I was happy for her.

I had a cheesy smile plastered on my face until she caught me starring. She gave a slight smile and then I started one of my solos smiling even more than before.

After an hour and a half, we finished the concert and it was time to meet the fans backstage. I saw Ariana and Ana go at the back of the line to meet us. This was my only chance.

"Hey nialler are you ok dude. You seem off." Zayn asked I shook my head no.

"I need to talk to you all back stage now." I say worried that I'm gonna mess up again and it will all be over. We go backstage to a room full of couches and they sit down. Now I have to tell them everything in less then 5 minutes.

After I told them and they where all shocked. I had never told them anything about this before.

"Well I don't know what to say. Good luck lad." Liam said standing up. I nodded and walked out with the others.

Fan after fan. Picture after picture. Signature after signature. And then Ariana was next in line. I avoided eye contact but I felt her eyes on me. I said goodbye to the fans and Ariana and Ana came. Ana ran to Harry and hugged him as hard as she could.

I chuckled at Harry and then he hugged her back just as hard. Ariana said hi to all of them and hugged them. Then she came over to me. She was wearing a cute but simple outfit but she looked as beautiful as ever. And her dirty blond hair falling down her shoulders in waves.

I stepped forward and said, "Hi Ariana." And smiled.

"Hi. You know this wouldn't be awkward if you had answered one of those texts that I sent you or picked up one of the calls." She said and my face dropped but she didn't notice.

"Ariana please don't be like this. You every right to be mad at me since I just left you but please listen to me. You don't understand. I couldn't contact you in any way because management wouldn't let for publicity. Please believe me. I loved you and I still do. I never stopped loving you and I never will. Just please know that I never tried to hurt you in any way."