I loved you then, I love you now, and I won't stop loving you ( n.h )

Chapter eleven

*niall*

When I wake up I look around my room to see it empty. Ariana left. I groaned then screamed into a pillow. It was 10:30 and I got dressed in a pair of boxers and sweatpants. I went over to grab my hairbrush but I saw a spice of paper on the floor.

Expect me in your room tonight. Act heartbroken or whatever in front of the guys and don't look at me in the eyes. They can't know about this. I'm not with you again but I love you and the only time I can express that love is at night.

-ari

I felt like this was going to be a friends with benefits type of thing but out of all people in the world, Ariana would least likely do that. I walked downstairs and saw all boys in the game room playing air hockey.

I walked into the kitchen and saw Ariana in a white tank top and sweatpants, making eggs and bacon. "Hey Niall." She said and pulls my neck down for a short kiss.

"Hi. I saw your letter. So what is this? Me and you." I ask and she looks back at the food she's making.

"I don't know. I can't date you because I hate you. But I want to see you because I love you. I know you know that it makes no sense but that is how it is." She says and I nod.

"Ok then?" I say and go join my band mates. "Hey guys." I say and stand next to Liam. "Hey nialler." Zayn says. Louis and Harry where playing air hockey at the moment.

"How are you and Ariana?" Liam asks. "I don't know." I say quickly and they give me a weird look then turn away. "Sorry man." Zayn says and pats my back.

*ariana*

I knew this was wrong. I shouldn't be doing a friends with benefits but I don't know if I should date Niall yet. After thinking about this for an hour I decided I would still live here but not date Niall.

I'll just wait until I'm ready. Whenever that will be. I eventually fell asleep and slept for two and a half hours. When I woke up it was 1:30pm and I decided to think more about Niall.

After a while I gave up on this whole thing. I was getting back together with Niall and I was going to learn to trust him again. I better go tell him I guess. I walked over to his room and he opened the door.

I walked in smelling the air. It smelled like Niall. He closed the door and walked over to me. "I thought you said you would only talk to me at night?" Niall asked me.

"I changed my mind. I gave up and I want to be with you. I can't loose you again." I say and he smiles and grabs my waist to kiss me. I smile against the kiss then pull away.

"Want to go for a swim? All the other boys are out there. And I think Ana, Marcella and Ainsley are going to come over soon." Niall says still smiling.

"Yeah sure. That's sounds great. I can't wait to see the girls again. We used to be best friends in elementary school." I said and went to my room after giving Niall one last kiss.

I changes into a pastel yellow bikini that was appropriate this time and went it to the pool. I saw all the boys in the pool having a water gun fight. "Wanna join us Ari?" Louis yelled at me and passed me a gun.

I ran over to Harry and started squirting him when I felt someone hit me in the back with water. I turned around to see Niall and I chased after him. I soaked him in water and then got him closer to the pool.

"Don't do it Ari. Don't do it." Niall warned me and I pushed him in. He grabbed my wrist then pulled me into the pool with him.

"You little shit!" I yell at him and splash water. "Oh you know you love me Ariana." Niall said splashing me back.