A match made in hell | soukoku

Chapter thirteen

Dazai's POV

It's been almost a year since Chuuya first came into our school. It was one of the best days of my life. It's like my boring, plain and suffering existence finally had a purpose. And yet... It hasn't been fulfilled yet.

After being by Chuuya's side for so long, I feel the urge to get even closer to him, to hold him just for myself. I know it sounds selfish. It is selfish, but there are worse things in the world.

I walked up the stairs to reach the rooftop. It was winter again. 'My second winter with you... I hope I can spend every winter like this.' Snow was slowly falling, bringing me in a trance-like state.

And there he stood, his cherry hair was being caressed softly by the cold breeze, his eyes were looking far away in the distance, like they were looking for something they couldn't find.

I slowly approached him and when he noticed me, his eyes looked like they'd found what they were looking for. The ambiance was so romantic you could probably cut the sexual tension with a k-

"SHITTY DAZAI! Why did you make me come out here?! It's freezing cold! Can't you see that I'm only wearing a light coat??" He grabbed my collar "You better have a good fucking reason as to why I waited for you in the cold for 30 MINUTES."

He yelled as I raised both of my hands in a surrounding manner "Sorry, sorry," I smiled and he furrowed his eyebrows even more "I just wanted to tell you something that's all!"

"Tch" He let go of my collar and stepped back "If that was fucking all then we could've talked inside." He glared at me, shivering from the cold.

"But then it wouldn't have felt special!" I said with a fake pout that the ginger in front of me saw trough as he turned to leave. "Well this was a waste of fucking time. If it's that important that I need to catch a cold to hear it, then I don't fucking care about it." He said, taking steps to the door.

I took my coat off at the speed of light and put it on Chuuya. "Dazai- what- is this some kind of apology?? You think that if you catch a cold instead of me it'll make it any better?!"

"So Chuuya does care about me, how cute~" I said teasingly. "I do fucking not. Tell me, why did you want me to come out here?? You better hurry before you die from the freezing weather."

"I wouldn't mind dying while looking at you... " I said with an unreadable voice. The ginger widened his eyes and swiftly opened his mouth but no words came out.

I approached him slowly and pulled him into an embrace. "I love you, Chuuya." I said wholeheartedly.

He seemed taken aback when his eyes widened even more than before, as a blush took over his face.

"I- I love you too, stupid mackerel.." He murmured as he melted into the embrace. I chuckled softly and pulled away just so I could see his face.

I put my index finger under his chin, making him look up at me. I gently pressed our lips together into the most passionate kiss I've ever had. It was full of lust. We we're both waiting for this day to come and now that it finally did we have to give it our all.

Ever since I first met him, I've always wanted to tell him this, I've always thought about how it would sound when it actually came out of my mouth. And yet, I felt like this was the moment I could finally let him know.

I gently pulled away from our kiss and looked him in his ocean eyes.

"You're so beautiful... Did you know that?"