The lost one

Chapter 4

I got out of that trance again. I didn't even notice that I've fallen onto my knees. Hot tears were running down my face as the memories flashed in my head. I didn't feel sad or angry. I just felt...numb.

I slowly stood up again. I straightened my posture, brushed off the invisible dust on my clothes and wiped the tears out of my face. I knew all eyes were on me, but I didn't care. I felt sudden rage burning in my veins. I was mad at my da- Tony, for not telling me the truth. I was mad at Loki for revealing that.

„(Y/N)... Are yo-"

Before he could even finish his sentence I pushed him against the wall with my magic, grabbing him on his throat.

„(Y/N), you should cal-" , Steve tried to step in but I turned to face him, sending him into the wall on the other side of the room. I didn't care if I'd hurt him.

„No more looking into my head or I'll loose my self, do I make myself clear?!", I ask the god with a surprising calm voice. If looks could send daggers, they'd both have about 20 stuck in their body.

A nod was all I could get from him. I let go off him, turning to face Steve, who was slowly standing up again, careful to not mess anything up. Loki fell onto the floor but quickly got on his feet again.

„Come on, I don't have all day", I said, to the both of them. I walked out of the room and into the elevator, Loki and Steve following suit. I've never seen Loki so terrified about a midgardin, well actually asgardian human being. All of the memories with him and his brother flashed before my eyes again. Suddenly my veins started to glow purple again. Alright (Y/N), you have to calm down, you don't want to end up like in the training. Come on breath. As is told myself that, I almost immediately calmed down.

Ding

The elevator doors open, revealing a room with all the avengers in it. Tony, Wanda, Clint and Sam have returned from their mission.

„Hey kiddo, I see you have him under your control. What did you do?", Tony asked, coming to me to hug me. Before he even got the chance I shoved him out of the way with my power, before saying :"We are going to have a talk, Stark", I said, making sure that he and everyone else heard how I called him. „Come on, I'll show you your room",was the only thing I said to Loki before going out of the room, leaving everybody else in shock of what just happened and honestly, I couldn't care less.

I walked into a hallway, the same where my room is. His room was next to mine. I walked into the room, showing him that here is where he'll be staying. „Rules: No mind reading, No going through my memories, No going anywhere without my permission, No going out of the tower and if you ever try to pull anything, I'll make sure that you rot in the cell on Asgard for the rest of your pathetic little life. Did I make my self clear?", I said with an emotionless voice, suiting my facial expression.
„Listen, (Y/N), I'm s-"

I didn't let him finish and just walked out of the room slamming the door. I didn't care for his pathetic apology. I just wanted answeres. I knew Tony knew it, because he was the one, hacking into hydras files to know who I am. For some reason Hydra knew where I was from, but that was the smallest of my problems.

^Tony's POV^

She knows. Oh god what have i done. I should have told her. But how does she know? I made sure that no one would tell her. 

I stood up again. All eyes were on me, looking at me as if i've done the worst thing possible. And i kind of did. I lied to the girl who i cared the most for. I cared for her as if she was the daughter i never had. But now i don't even have her anymore.

Slam. Footsteps.

She's coming. I look around in the room. I look into the eyes of my team. They were looking at me, worry in their eyes. I gave them a nod hoping they'd understand what i meant. GET OUT! But it was to late.

"We need to talk, Stark."

^Steve's POV^

He made  a big mistake. He should have told her. I mean i know i don't know where she is actually from, because i didn't want to lie to her. But i knew that Tony was keeping somthing from her. I'm sorry for her. She deserves to know where she's from.

Slam. Footsteps.

She's coming. Tony looks at us, regret in his eyes. I swear i saw fear flashing in his eyes for a second. He gave us a nod. I think he wanted us to leave, but i'm not gonna leave, because i'm pretty sure she'll hurt him. However, it was too late anyways.

"We need to talk, Stark."

^Natasha's POV^

He should have told her. I knew that she would end up getting hurt anyways. It still would have been better if Tony would have told her. She shouldn't have to have to find it out this way.

Slam. Footsteps. 

 Tony just looked at us, fear flashing in his eyes. I could have killed him where he stood for hurting her. But who am i to blame, i lied to her too. He gave us a nod, probably telling us to leave, telling us that he could handle her. But i knew damn well that he couldn't. So i stood there, like everyone else, waiting for her.

"We need to talk, Stark."

 ^Loki's POV^

So it was her. I knew she looked familiar. She was the lost elite warrior. We lost one of them in the battle on midgard. It was terrible what they did to her. They tortured her, they experimented on her, they hurt her... But why do i feel like i care for her. I don't care for anybody except myself and my mother. As she walked through that door, i knew that she was from Asgard. I didn't want to show her that i knew who she was. She was one of the longest friends i had.Friends.... As she walked in, she didn't look at me like we knew each other for a long time, like she knew who i was and what i was capable of. Instead, she looked as if i was  complete stranger. So i had to show her.

I showed her everything. Her past.

But then, as i saw that she was crying on the floor. I felt regret. But than the strange thing happened. She stood up, pushing me against the wall with some odd purple - goldish dust. I looked into her eyes: They were full of rage.I than realized what i've done. 

I let the events of that day pass in my mind one more time, before laying down on the bed. I didn't dare to step out of my room. I know what she is capable of. I know what her parents were capable of... 

I soon fell asleep, thinking of what would happen next. 

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A litlle different than the other chapters, but i hope you like that one. Bye Byeeee