STOIC (Mingyu & Eunha & Wonwoo)

CH. 13

I stared at the door of Mingyu's apartment, the same door that I opened which led me to all the pains and heart aches I felt.

I didn't remembered how I arrived here but all I knew was that I kept thinking that I should arrive here, fast.

I took a deep breath, and knocked. I don't have to wait long when the door was opened.
And just like the last time, it was Kira but instead of an annoyed Kira, the Kira in front of me was full of worries.

She opened the door wide and I entered it.

Mingyu's apartment was a mess, furnitures was trashed everywhere, glasses was scattered.

I looked at Kira, she rolled her eyes to appear annoyed but her eyes betrayed her. She tilted her head towards Mingyu's room.

" I don't know what is wrong with him. He apparently needed you, so go to him. That's what you wanted right?"

I ignored her and her remarks and went to Mingyu's room.

His room was worst, it looked like nobody had live here.
And in the middle of the bed was Mingyu, curled up.

I hesistated but still went to his bed, I woke him up by gently shaking him but he didn't moved.

" He passed-out." I heard Kira said.

I turned to her, " Why?"

She was leaning on the doorframe while examining her fingernails, " Do I look like a fucking doctor you?"

I shrugged, if we were in a different situation I would've snapped at her but I decided to ignored her, maybe this is her way of showing her worries to Mingyu, she tries to acts unaffected but deep inside it was the opposite.

I tried shaking Mingyu softly again and this time I called him.

He moved as soon as he heard my voice and whispered my name in a hoarse voice.

When he turned to looked at me, I smiled at him softly.

He got up so fast that it surprised me, he pulled me into a tight hug and he began sobbing.

I tried to soothe him by slowly rubbing his back and whispered, " Please don't cry."

" I am sorry Eunha. I really am." He said between his sobs.

I just nodded, I don't want to lie to him, I still don't forgive him and I don't really understood myself why I am here, comforting Mingyu, when I knew that this is what he deserved.

" Don't leave me Eunha. I can't live without you. I love you so much." He said with so much truthfulness, that I almost believed it, I wanted to shook my head and disagree with him, he don't love me, but when I heard Kira's soft gasps, I knew that she also believes him, and it hurts her so bad.

Mingyu cried for how many minutes that my back began hurting and when he finally calmed down, he held my face with both his hands, staring at my face with so much love. It was the same one like the old times.

" Guess my presence is not needed in here. " Kira said with a bored voice, I turned to looked at her but she didn't even looked at us and slammed the front door hard.

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After Kira had left, I managed to urged Mingyu to take a bath, although he looked reluctant when I promised that I won't leave and I'll cook for him, he went to the bathroom.

With all the ingredients left on Mingyu's refrigerator I managed to make a food for him.

He ate on the kitchen's aisle while I cleaned the kitchen and living room. We were silence, no one is talking, but I can feel Mingyu's gaze on me but I refused to looked at him.

We were on his room when he started talking to me.

" Eunha, I am so sorry." He apologized for the nth time, that it sounded fake for me.
I nodded without looking at him and continue cleaning his room.

" Please don–"

" Mingyu, please tell me what happened to that one year we are apart form each other. Help me clear all this mess around us." I said while looking at him pleadingly.

He avoids looking at him but he took a deep breath and started explaining everything.

" The first month since I arrived here was torture. I missed you so bad that I thought of leaving everything I built here and go back to you. I thought I was dying." He paused, he looks like this is hurting him, " But when we have our first company party, everything changes, I was new so I had to come, it was only 3 days since I started working. I never experienced that in our hometown, I became addicted to it. I went to the club every friday night, alone or with the company of my officemates."

I nodded at him, urging him to continue while I sat on his bed, facing sideways. Avoiding looking him in the eyes.

" The first week in our company, I met Kira. She's wild, a flirt, so straightforward, and doesn't give a fuck."

I cut him and stated jokingly, " The opposite of me."

He continued like I didn't interrupt him, " We kissed. I went home that night and didn't slept. I was so devastated and disgusted with myself. I cheated on you Eunha. I avoided Kira but she's like a glue that was stucked on me, and I let her. The first time we had sex, I was so drunk and when I woke up Kira was beside me, naked, just like me."

" I left her apartment, I cried so hard Eunha. I broke our promised. But Kira accompanies me when I was sad, always by my side, slowly I accept her presence. I was used to her being with me, doing all those things, that I forgot I have you. I have forgotten you, Eunha."

I swallow a lump in my throat, it was hard to listened to all of this directly from Mingyu.

" You loved her." It wasn't a question, it was a fact.

He shook his head, " No, I liked her. But love? Kira never let me felt happy, like I am soaring in the sky or makes my heart beats so fast when she smiles, Kira never let me those things. It was only you Eunha."

It was my turn to shook my head, all this things Mingyu are saying are so hard to believed.

" Stop all this nonsense Mingyu. You already hurt me, don't hurt Kira too. You can't just leave her when you want to."

" But you are the one I love."

Those words were what I wanted to hear from him. That somehow, Mingyu still felt something to me, but why did it doesn't matter to me anymore, it's like I don't care.

I sighed and held his hand, " We can start from the beginning. Let's forget all those things."

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Hello Honeys!

So, a cliffhanger. What do you think?

Did you liked Eunha's decision?
What are your opinions on Mingyu's story?
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This story is coming to an end.
2 more chapters and STOIC will say goodbye.

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