Inside of me I am dragging my nails down my face. Opening me up in lines of bloodied traces. I can't have the lines I crave so this will have to do. My body shakes and my voice is screaming. I need it. I want it. I've never hurt so silently for my certain death. Inhale it, feel it, breathe it, live it. A second of pleasure for a lifetime of pain. Why oh why do you torment me so?Consume me whole. I won't let you win but oh god I want you so.
