☁︎︎𝙲𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚖 ☁︎︎

☁︎︎𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟼☁︎︎

Beomgyu POV
At the hospital (1:30)

"He gotten worse, a lot more then before"

What?! How I - how do I?

"Beomgyu"  the doctors said. "Yes?" I said. I was sweating and shaking.  "Have you been experiencing any pain or trouble breathing or anything of that type?" the doctor asked.

"Yes my skin got paler cause I didn't feel like eating for a few days. I do have a bit of trouble breathing more" I said. I couldn't lie or else I'd never get better.
I looked at my bag that was in the corner of the room.
The bear he gave me.

Please... I want more time.

"I'm gonna take a few scans ok?" I nodded and so did my mom.  After an hour or two I headed back into my room while the doctor and my mom spoke outside. I looked out the window watching them, I couldn't hear anything but I carefully watched my moms facial expressions.

Mom?

Why was she crying? Why is the doctor hugging her? What's wrong?!

"Beomgyu?" My mom called out when she came in. "Yeah mom, what's wrong?" I asked. She closed the blinds and shut the door.  "Mom whats wrong? What's going on?" Why is she acting so strange? "Beomgyu, my beautiful son ... I'm so sorry"  she hugged me. "Why are you sorry? It's not like I'm gonna-" and it hit me. My mom broke into sobs and cried. "Mom?" I said. My eyes started to fill up with tears. " Beomgyu listen to me" she softly held my face. "You have about a year, maybe less" she said.

Tears one by one fell down my eyes. I was in shock. I felt nothing and all I did was just sit there. I didn't want to leave my mom or Taehyun or Yeonjun and Soobin. I didn't want to leave anyone. I got up, grabbed my bag and went home with mom.

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Beomgyu's house (5:48)

I went up into my room and just layed down on it and cried. "Why me ?" I cried. "I wanna grow up and I wanna graduate, I wanna be with someone, someone I love" I cried and cried. I covered myself with my blanket.

"Beomgyu"

Who was calling me? The voice was a girl but it wasn't my mother. I suddenly felt the covers be pulled off me. She looked like.. an angel?

"Hi Beomgyu" she spoke. "My names Aurora" she said. Ofc course it was. "Goddess of dawn" and it was 5:53. I couldn't move or speak as I was just frozen. "You can't move cause I stopped time silly" she said.

"Beomgyu, I understand your fear. But it's a part of life and all things must come to an end" she said. "but that doesn't mean you can just give up your life or waste it" She was right. "Make the most of what time you're given," she said.

"When your time is up I'll come back and take you with me, understand?" She asked. "Now I must go but please Beomgyu... don't regret what you do this time you have" she then disappeared.

I was able to move again and speak too. I didn't want to go back to the hospital daily like I did in middle school. It was a hard thing to remember. I hated seeing my mom work two jobs to pay. I sighed and fell back into my bed. I looked at my clock.

It's 5:54.

I'll call Taehyun.

After a few rings he picked up.

Hello? Beommie?
Hey Tae
Hey what's up? You sound off, is something wrong?
No I'm good I'm just tired is all.
Ok, how come you left early today?
Oh I had to go somewhere with my mom
Oh ok I was gonna ask you if you wanted to go with me to park to work on our project but you were gone
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Oh sorry Tae but we can go tomorrow
Ok, is 5:00 good for you?
Yea 5 is good
Ok great um where should I find you though?
Um lemme think..... oh at the park There's this big cherry blossom tree there we can go there
Ok I'll meet you there then.

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After an hour or so we ended the call and I walked over to my moms room. "Mom, I'm gonna meet up with a friend at the park tomorrow for a school project" I said. "I'm gonna leave around 4:30 ok?" She looked at me with her blood red eyes. " I don't want to hold you back so just be safe ok" she said. "Ok mom I love you" I smiled. "I love you too, my big boy" she smiled.

I went back into my room and stuck my head out the window. The sunset looked so beautiful. I wish it was like this forever. The city lights shone like a thousand stars in the sky. The warm breeze felt so soft against my face, the blossom petals from the streets flowing around my hand, the moment was perfect.

I wanted to live my last breath like this. I knew from them and there it was what I wanted. Blue hour.

It has to be.

End of chapter 6