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Flirt?

Clay doesn't 'flirt' with me?

Does he?
He talks about me?

"Sapnap that's crazy talk coming out of her mouth. Clay has never flirted with me before that's just... dumb."

"Really George?" Nick replied, "it's so obvious! Everytime I play with you guys he always compliments you on something small... and just cause he doesn't flirt with you physically doesn't mean he doesn't flirt with you behind your back if that makes sense."

"So... you are saying that he talks highly and flirty about me behind my back... to his girlfriend? Yeah okay, that totally makes since Nick.." I say in a rude way knowing this conversation was so stupid, "Did you bother to ask her what he talks to her about, about me?"

"No... but I can... ask?" Nick offers

Did I want him to ask? Did I wanna know about all the things Clay says about me? Yes... I do. But then again.... no I don't. I know it's probably something so stupid... like 'his hair is really nice' and she is just a jealous person and wants everything to be about her.. I shouldn't stress over the situation and just drop it.

"No. Just drop it..."

"Okay? So... what's the whole situation?" Nick asked in a nice manner.

I took a deep breath and I opened my mouth to speak trying to keep this short and simple.

"Clays my bestfriend... all of a sudden he has this girlfriend! And don't get me wrong I was happy for him. I love seeing him happy! But when I was playing with them all he did was side with her? He didn't stick up for me or anything. He said I couldn't call him 'Dream' I had to say his actual name because SHE didn't like the fact that I call him that..." I rant.

"Well George you have to understand that he is just trying to please her and make her happy..." Nick said

"What makes me less special..." I confess

"Georg-"

"Why can't he be happy with just me? Why does he NEED a girlfriend?! And if anything HER! from what you told me she sounds like she is a girl who jumps guy to guy..." I keep ranting.

"Geo-"

"IM HIS BESTFRIEND FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! He should LOVE ME more and CARE FOR ME more! I've been with him through everything!" I screamed out of anger and heartbreak

"WHY CANT HE JUST LOVE ME"

I take deep breath's to try and calm down as a single tear rolled down my right cheek. I take a moment to realize what I had just said.

"George... I didn't know you.. felt like that." Nick says in a way of basically not knowing how to respond to my confession.

"Sapnap im sorry.. I don't really wanna drag you into this and my problems..." I replied

"You like Dream?" Are the words that left nicks mouth. I truly didn't want anyone to know that I had fallen for my own bestfriend. Even though I'm close to Nick I just wasn't ready to tell him this. I was just going to talk about how messed up it was for Clay to side with her...

"Nick... I wasn't ready to tell you that."

"George it's okay..." is what Nick replied with, "I'm here for you and you can tell me anything in the world and I would never look at you any different."

The way Nick spoke to me made me calm down and smile. I was glad to have him as a bestfriend ..

"Thank you Nick... I truly am thankful for you."
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