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Pure silence was all that was audible. No way I had just said that out loud for Clay to hear... their is NO WAY! What was I actually thinking?.


"Dre-"


"Do you really mean that George?" Clay asked in a low tone.


I felt as if my lips were stitched up, I couldn't speak or anything. My whole body was covered in red from embarrassment. Does he think i'm strange now?


"Dream.. I really didn't mean to say that.." I tried to tell Clay.


"Are you positive 'bout that George~?" Clay asked trying to get me even more flustered than i already was.


"Dream.... seriously I didn-" my words were cut off by getting another snapchat from Clay. I was terrified to open it but I was so intrigued... It's like the way he said things made me hypnotized.

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"Here you go princess, a little sneak peak(;"

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The snap imaged showed a shirtless Clay laying in his bed with the right side of is shoulder all the way down to his upper right thigh showing. He had a pair of grey pants on that defined his hip shape... and defined other body parts...

This felt oh so wrong... what is he doing.. what am I doing?!

you belong to somebody else... but I can't stop here.

you belong to somebody else.... but it just felt so right.

you belong to somebody else.

Why is he even doing this?
I don't know how to truly feel right now..




but oh how I adore you so much..


"Dre-Dream..." I stutter


"Your turn." Clay said at the other end of the line. I thought I could here him chuckle a bit..he finds this amusing.


"Wh-What am I suppose to even send?.." I say in a soft yet flustered tone.


"mhh.. how about you send a picture of your waist...?" Clay says in an amused tone.


My waist? That is quite weird... I didn't sign up to do this.. Don't do this George.. he has a lover.. he belongs to someone else... this is so wrong... I probably look no we're close to what his girl friend looks.
She has such a nice body.

"Dream..."


"Don't worry George... No one needs to know. We are not doing anything wrong come on George... for me?" Clay asks. His voice makes me...


excited... this is so wrong...

but so exciting... I should be excited that this is happening.. right?

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4 hours... we have been in this call for 4 hours straight... sending pictures.. nothing too much. Clay making me blush and flustered.... 4 hours straight and I was enjoying every moment of it...


"Cl-Clay.." I stuttered at the image Clay had just sent in return from my other photo, "Don't you think your pictures are starting to get a bit out of hand..."

Clay had sent a picture of him holding down his shorts and boxers just a tad bit revealing his v-line shape. As hot as these 4 hours have been.. I knew it was going to have to come to an end before he sent or say something he would regret.. or worse... before I send something that I might regret... or say something I might regret..


"George I like when you say my name... say it again."

"... don't be weird" I respond.

"Oh come on, you are just saying my name, we just did more exciting things than just saying a name... right?" Clay added on.

I stayed silent for a bit. He wanted to continue this... I did too but at the same time I did not. I can't. I hurts too much.
He said he loved her
He wants her
I'm not her.
He belongs to somebody else...

"I think I'm gonna go to bed Clay." I said in a quiet tone.

I hear a sigh at the end of the line.

"Alright George, I hope you have the best sleep ever." Clay says.

"I hope you sleep great too idiot."

With those last words we finally end the call after 4 hours and so however many minutes.

I put my phone on charge and that's when I hear the rain fall hard down on my roof and hit my windows. I didn't know it was suppose to get bad. And the truth was... I was petrified of storms and harsh weather.

And someone knew that already... and my phone never went off so quick.

It was Dream.

Of course I answered.

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"You okay?" I hear Clay say.

"I am now." I admit.

"Good. You can sleep with me on call.. since I can't personally be there for you and with you. This is the second best option."

I smiled... I loved the little things Clay would do for me... maybe this is why I fell for him.

"Goodnight George, if you need me just say my name. Dream of me." Clay says lastly and it makes me smile even more.
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For that whole night, Clay and I stayed on call while the rain was falling hard onto the windows and the roofs of our houses.

Maybe I'm looking too deep.. maybe this is something a bestfriend would do... they don't have to have a crush on you to do something like this for you...

I mean if he liked me... he wouldn't be with that girl.

He'd be with me.

But of course. He belongs to somebody else.

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