decide - jikook/vmin

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Jimin's POV

Right now I was sitting on my bed, thinking if I should tell Jungkook about Taehyung. I was scared that he will get mad. Jungkook was at work and I didn't even know if he will come back for dinner. "It could be late today.", he said. I sighed. I wasn't really hungry so I decided to just watch a movie.

And he didn't come back from work for dinner. I was already asleep when he came home.

The next morning was the same like always. "I'm sorry babe. We had to discuss a few things." "It's okay, Kookie."

Just as I was making breakfast my phone rang. I picked up after I saw who was calling. "Good morning, manager-nim." "Good morning, Jimin. Look, I have something big for you. I'm sure you noticed that the designer Kim Taehyung is getting more and more famous." "Yeah? And what has that to do with me?"

"He is starting his own clothing line and he wants you to work for him.-" Oh no. "- and you are going to say yes.", my manager told me. "W-Wait hold on. Why do I have to agree?" "Come on, Jimin. You need to show yourself from a new perspective. You walk for the same clothing line for over 3 years now."

"B-But my schedule is full, isn't it?" "No, not really anymore. Karl Lagerfeld is retiring, so you can exchange that."

"Uh, okay."

"Perfect, I knew you were going to say yes. I am going to send you your new schedule for next month tonight. Be ready at tomorrow 8 a.m. for a photoshoot with him." With that she was gone. And my hunger for breakfast was gone too.

"What's up, babe?" An arm was wrapped around my waist from behind. "Ehm, there is this new fashion designer and I am going to work with him from now on." "Oh really? Have fun." It is Kim Taehyung, I wanted to say but couldn't.

Me, Taehyung, Jungkook, Jin and a few others were in a friend group back in High School. Taehyung and Jungkook never liked each other and it got worse when me and Taehyung started dating. After me and Taehyung broke up, Jungkook was always there for me and not long after, I started to date him.

The next morning came faster than expected and I was sitting in the back of my car. "We are here.", my driver said. "Thanks." Outside the building a staff member was waiting for me and guided my inside. "Hey Jimin.", Taehyung greeted me. He was currently standing beside the photographer. "Hey. Where are the others?", I asked. "Oh, it's just you and me." Great. Fucking great. "The stylists are already in the dressing room.", the photographer told me, so I went there.

After everything was ready the photoshoot started. I had to try on different outfits of Taehyung and I do have to admit, they are pretty cool. He has a lot of different styles, from vintage to expensive and from cute to edgy. While I was posing he was just standing behind the camera and was staring at me. I tried to ignore it but his intense glare was making me nervous. After about 2 hours we took a break. I went to the break room to drink something.

"You are really pretty." I got startled because I didn't expect my ex to stand behind me. "Eh, thanks..." I waited a little bit until I continued talking. "Ehm, I have to talk to you." I turned to him. "Look, I have a boyfriend now and I really love him. So, can we just forget about what happened in the dressing room last week? And please stop flirting with me, it makes me uncomfortable."

"It's not flirting, it's the truth.", he winked. I didn't response to that, just looked away. "Okay, I am sorry. I didn't want to make you uncomfortable. But I still have feelings for you." I just shook my head. Before I could say anything, the photographer came into the room and said that we had to continue.

Now we had to take pictures together. Taehyung was sitting on a stool while I stood beside him. This only took about 20 minutes and then we were finished. "The pictures turned out really great. You both look like a couple.", the photographer showed us the pictures. While I just looked at the ground, Taehyung was beaming like a child.

After I removed my makeup, I just stormed out of the building without saying goodbye to anyone. At home I thought I have some time alone, Jungkook is at work again, but when my phone peeped I knew I was not alone.

Hey :) it's me, Taehyung

me: why do you have my number?

taehyung: your manager gave it to me, it's easier this way

Fucking great. I didn't text back but that didn't stop him.

Taehyung texted me, a lot. Everyday, I would get texts like 'Can we meet up?' or 'I just want to talk.' However, I didn't want to talk. I knew what he wants to say. That he still loves me. That he wants me back.

Normally, I shouldn't be affected by this. But a small part in me knows, that I still have some hidden feelings for Taehyung even after all those years. And I didn't want them. I love Jungkook and Jungkook only. It would ruin our marriage if Jungkook finds out that I still feel something for Taehyung. Jungkook doesn't know about the text messages from Taehyung. I really wanted to tell him, but every time I had the chance to, I backed down too scared of his reaction. After 4 days of him texting me and me not replying, I gave up.

me: 'What do you want to talk about?'

taehyung: 'Finally. I thought you'd never reply.'

me: 'So?'

taehyung: 'Can we meet at the park at 4?'

I hesitated to answer. What if Jungkook finds out that I met up with Taehyung? He will be disappointed in me. Before I could write back, my phone buzzed.

taehyung: 'I know Jungkook is not at home, he's at work. He won't find out. Promise.'

me: 'Ok. I'm coming.'