decide - jikook/vmin

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"You what?" I froze. I recognized the voice behind me and by the look of Jin's face I was right. I slowly turned around in my seat to see Taehyung standing there with the happiest expression I ever saw on him.

When nobody of us said anything, Jin stood up. "I'm paying for your drink. Go and talk to him."

"Let's go to our room, huh?", Taehyung asked. We silently walked to our room. I sat on the bed while Taehyung took a chair and sat across from me. I just looked to the ground and didn't say a word. "So you still have feelings for me.", Taehyung said after a while. I sighed, "I mean, you heard what I said to Jin." "But I want to you to say it to me."

I looked up and decided it is finally time to speak the truth. "Okay, yeah, I still like you, b-but I love Jungkook. I can't risk my marriage with him, I just love him too much." Now it was Taehyung's turn to look down. "Jimin, please. Jungkook cheated on you and hit you. How do you know he doesn't do it again? He doesn't deserve you."

My vision got blurry because of tears. I didn't answer, just looked down. He probably saw how tired I am, because he told me to go to sleep.

Right before I feel asleep, I felt an arm around my waist.

The next day came and it was the first day of Runway. I was backstage trying to call Jungkook, again. He didn't answer, again. Is he ignoring me? Why would he? Did I do something wrong?

The last time I heard of him was Sunday morning when he left.

"Two minutes!", the staff yelled. Everyone got in a line. My worries were replaced with nervousness. I looked a few people behind me to see Jin standing there. He gave two thumbs up after he saw me.

"Go! Go!", the staff guided the first model out. I heard a lot of people talking and the clicking of the cameras. One model after another walked out and soon it was my turn.

I put on my professional face and walked out. I looked the whole time straight ahead of me, but in the corner of my eyes I saw multiple famous people. Is that Kylie Jenner?

I almost smiled when I saw Taehyung sitting in the front row. Just his presence made my nervousness wash away. And just after a few seconds I was back behind the stage.

"Wow, Jimin. This was one of your best walks ever.", Jin complimented me. "Oh thanks hyung. You did a great job, too.", I blushed. "Not as good as you.", he winked. "Is it because of the hot new fashion designer?" I blushed even harder. "Shut up.", I pushed him playfully away.

The whole week by really fast. Me and the other models had to walk on the Runway every day. I got to meet a lot of new people. I had two photoshoots and surprisingly a lot of free time. Me and Taehyung hung out a lot. He didn't try to flirt with me as much as before and I am happy because of it. I didn't feel stressed and worried the whole time thinking about my feelings for him. But as each day passed by I felt more and more sick. I still haven't heard of Jungkook. I got so worried that I even called our neighbor to check on him. My neighbor said he comes home every day and seems fine.

I didn't know what to feel. Sad? Angry? Annoyed? Heartbroken?

I tried to tell myself that maybe he just ignores me because he has a surprise for me. Jungkook never was good at hiding something from me so maybe he didn't want to talk to me because he would tell me about the surprise.

But deep down I knew that's not true.

Taehyung knows about Jungkook not answering my calls. He always rolls his eyes when I try to call my husband. At least he helps me forget a little about it. He always takes me somewhere and we have a lot of fun. At these times I can get my mind of Jungkook.

It was now Saturday evening. Today was the last day of the Fashion Week and tomorrow is our flight home. Is it bad that I want to stay here longer?

We planned for a night out, me, Taehyung and the other model and fashion designers. Currently, I stood in the bathroom and put some light makeup on. "I can't even remember the last time I went to a club.", Taehyung chuckled. "Same.", I said while spraying fragrance on me.

Someone knocked on our door. "Are you ready? We are leaving.", Jin shouted through the door. "Coming!", I yelled back. I threw a jacket over my shoulders and we walked out to the others waiting in the lobby. Together we walked through Paris to the club.

"Put your phone away.", Taehyung said as he saw me looking at my phone with furrowed eyebrows. "We are here to have fun.", he smiled. I smiled back.

We arrived at the club, which looked way to expensive for people with normal income. We walked inside and were met with loud music and a lot of people drinking and dancing. I felt adrenaline pushing through my veins. I was so excited and Taehyung saw that. "Let's go to the bar.", he said in my ear and guided me there. He paid for my drink and we just stood there looking at the crowd dancing. After just a few sips my drink was gone. I immediately ordered another one. I noticed Taehyung's glance at me but I ignored it. I just wanted to forget about tonight.

Not even one hour later I had about seven drinks in me. "Let's go dance.", I jumped to Taehyung and pulled him to the dance floor. We moved our bodies in synch to the music. I didn't notice much what was happening around me until I felt a pair of hands on my waist from behind me.

"Fuck, you really make it hard for me, babe."