decide - jikook/vmin

13

I walked to the fitness room of the hotel. It was already 9 p.m. so no one else was there. I needed to burn the calories I consumed that day. After one hour of intense workout, I walked back to the room. I really hoped that Taehyung is asleep or else I have to explain to him why I work out at night.

But luck wasn't with me, when I walked into the room which was dark except of the city lights that shown through the big balcony window. The door to the balcony was open and a warm summer breeze brushed my flushed cheeks. I saw Taehyung sitting on the balcony on a chair. Was he waiting for me?

He turned around when he heard the door close and stood up once he saw me. "Jimin...", he walked towards me. "Why?", he only asked. I looked to the ground. He lifted my chin with his fingers. "Look at me." I looked into his eyes. His eyes were glowing. I saw the moon and the stars reflect in them. When I didn't answer he started talking.

"Baby, you don't realize how beautiful you are, do you?" "Taehyung stop.", I tried to pull his hands away from my face. "No, Jimin. I won't stop. I won't stop until you start to believe me." "Believe you what?", I started whispering because his face got closer to mine. "Believe me how beautiful you are, how perfect you are...", I couldn't stop staring in his eyes. "...how much I love you.", he whispered. His lips ghosted right above mine.

He waited. I knew he waited. It brought tears to my eyes. I knew he waited for me to make the move. And I made it.

I stepped on my toes to reach his face and kissed him.

He immediately started to kiss back. He laid his hands on my waist while I landed mine on his neck. His tongue brushed my lips and I opened them. My whole body shuttered when our tongues collide.

He slowly started walking forwards and I backwards. I hit the bed and slowly sat down and leaned back. Taehyung crawled on top of me while never losing contact with my lips. In my mind was only Taehyung, Taehyung, Taehyung.

"Fuck, Jimin.", Taehyung pulled away shortly after I slightly pulled his hair on the neck. He quickly smashed his lips on mine again. I whimpered. He positioned himself in between my legs while they wrapped around his waist. I didn't realize how much I missed being kissed like that, being held like that.

I didn't know how long we kissed but as Taehyung slowly started to grind himself on me, I broke the kiss. I moaned lowly at the friction. He took that as a sign to continue but I didn't want to. "Taehyung... please s-stop." He stopped immediately after I said that.

"What? Why? Did I hurt you?" "No...it's just...", I looked away and he noticed what I was trying to say. He let himself fall down beside me. At first I thought he was mad but then he wrapped his arm around me. "Sleep tight, my love.", he whispered in my ears.

And I was laying there, not knowing what to do with my life.

After breakfast the next morning I tried to call Jungkook again but no answer. I saw Taehyung frown when he noticed that I tried to call Jungkook multiple times a day.

"For fuck's sake, Jimin. He won't pick up.", Taehyung finally snapped. We were in the car on our way to the Fashion Show. Taehyung immediately regretted what he said as he saw tears in my eyes. He hugged me tightly. "I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry, my dear. I just can't see you in pain." I sniffled and pulled away.

I didn't say anything, just looked out of the window. "We have arrived.", the drive told us. The rest of the whole day Taehyung kept looking at me, probably still feeling sorry that he yelled at me.

"I think we can consider us rich now.", Jin stood beside me while we were watching how the crew prepared the runway. I looked at him confused. "Jin we were already rich before." "No, but now we are famous rich, like celebrity rich, you know?" Jimin only chuckled at his best friend. Jin was born to be a model. He has that elegant aura and his body has the perfect measurements. Me, on the other side, was the complete opposite. Whenever I told people that I am a model, their reaction was always the same. "Oh, really? But you are so small!" "Wait, what? You are way too cute to be a model."

My dream was never to become a model, I just kind of slipped into it and when I realized that I make a lot of money with it, I continued doing it.

And now here I stood, in front of one of the biggest Fashion Shows in the world. I have everything I need to be happy. Money, friends, a husband. But why was I unhappy?

"You and me, tonight at the hotel bar. Cocktail and all what goes inside your mind, okay?", Jin said to me. "W-What?" "I can see that your pretty little head is all confused. But don't worry, your favorite hyung will help you with everything."

"WHAT?", Jin almost screamed at me as I finished the story. Like he said, we were sitting in the hotel bar, each one of us a cocktail in hand, and I told him everything that happened in the last weeks, leaving the part out where Jungkook hit me. "Please, hyung, you said you can help me with everything.", I pleaded. He sighed. "I'm sorry, Jimin-ah. I can't help you with that. You have to listen to you heart. But Jimin, please you have to decide. You can't just stay married with Jungkook and kiss Taehyung behind his back."

Tears gathered in my eyes. "I know, but I am so confused. If I had to decide now I would choose Jungkook without a doubt, but every time I look into Taehyung's eyes I can't help but slowly but surely fall for him."

"You what?"