you are everything I wanted ( Aizawa Shota x Reader)

safeword (chapter 27) 18+

The next scenes talk about safe words, bondage, bruises, hints at previous sexual assault or toxic relationships

Please if you think this chapter may be triggering DO NOT READ ON this will not affect the story so you can skip this chapter and go to the next. 

18+ minors DNI

please just proceed with caution!

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I gasped for air as the knots form the vicious ropes dug into my windpipe. Shota continuously rammed his dick inside of me while pulling on my restraints.

"Nyahh.a... Sh..o..ta" was all i could get out between short breaths.

"You like it when I fuck you mercilessly baby girl."

My heart pounded in my throat and my muscles burnt in a horrible way. Every knot on the ropes which before felt like an endearing sting was now eroding and scraping off my skin. Each slap he placed on my ass leaving it glowing red and every time he'd grab my body to get deeper inside me he'd leave a his finger print bruise all over me.

My eyes swelled up with tears and my mouth fell open gasping for air as white started to cloud my vision.

I couldn't take it anymore

"Submarine" was all i could breath out before the knots on my neck dropped to the floor and ropes covering my body easily slipped off of me. Shota had pulled away from my body completely giving me space.

I coughed and gasped for air at the sudden release, blood rushing to my head causing my mind to go dizzy.

I watched through my teary eyes as he put on his boxers  while hurrying to grab the blanket that we had neglected and tossed onto the floor.

"It's okay, it's okay I'm so sorry my love, I'm here." he comforted as he draped my limp body in the blanket.

"I'm so..so sorry," I said fully crying now.

i couldn't see his face through the tears and coughs but i could almost feel his shock. He slowly approached me trying his best to be non-threatening. when he touched my face and I didn't push him away he took that as a sign to picked my up with the blanket and hold me in his arms as i broke down into his shoulder.

"My love, my life, you have absolutely NOTHING to be sorry about," he said stroking my head and gently rocked back and forth.

"I shouldn't have,... i could've continued ...... I'm so sorry I did this to you Shota"

My words pierced through his beating heart as he gently tightened his grip around my body pulling it completely against his.

"Please baby... You don't have anything to apologise about, the reason i'm comfortable with doing these kinds of things is because I know you will tell me to stop when it gets too much"

We were silent for a moment as I caught my breath from all the crying

"Thank you,"

"Baby i didn't do anything"

"No you did... you didn't get mad at me when you should have"

"My love, please, I'm the furthest thing from mad, I'm so SO proud of you for having the courage to do that for the first time. The safe word is there for a reason."

Shota pov

I was in so much pain. Seeing her like this was more than i could take. My heart hurt that she felt the need to apologise, and some part of me knew that she had used the safe word before but the guy acted... Differently.

The thought of him made my veins bulge out of my temples.

I rubbed y/n's back and held her close until she had calmed down.

"My love, do you want a bath?" I said peppering kisses on the top of her head.

She nodded her head slightly. "Only if you will have it with me" she mumbled into my bare chest while tracing small circles on my collar bone.

I slowly stood up still carrying her and her blanket princess style and placed her gently on the bed.

"I'm just going to run the water," i said standing up and walking to the ensuite, leaving the door open so she could still see me.

I began to run the water loudly and stood just far enough behind the door that she couldn't see my face and i started silently sobbing.

My heart ached for the young y/n that I couldn't protect. Her poor body violated by someone she trusted. My poor baby. I swear on my life I will never let anything bad happen to her again.

I brushed the tears off my face as I placed a blue bath bomb in the water and two huge towels on a heating rack before returning to the bedroom.

I re-entered the room to find her lying curled up in a ball with the huge blanket engulfing her, just how  i left her.

"Sure you want a bath my love and not just sleep" I admired her as I shifted stray strands of hair away from her face and replaced them with light ticklish kisses.

"I can sleep in the bath" she replied with a soft questioning tone

"ha no baby that's not sleeping that's drowning and not allowed on my watch" (if you know where I got this from, I love you)

She nodded and began to try and stand up. I quickly went and before her feet could touch the ground i picked her up again and walked into the bathroom.

"My love, after what a brave girl you just were I think you deserve more than a little pampering"

She showed me a weak but genuinely soft smile and laid her head against my beating heart 

I will never let anything harm you.