The Only One

Changing ways..

AUSTIN'S P.O.V

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I ran right out of the door, and transform myself to my wolf.

Yes, I'm a wolf ... The one who's in love with Katie, my wolfs mate.

It wasn't my choice, I didn't have a choice! My wolf laid eyes on her at the ball and I guess he found his mate.

I would have never guessed that Nerdy Katie would be my wolfs mate. I mean, I imagined her more of a sexier type a girl instead of a plain old... nerdy geeky chick.

Don't say that about her, she's beautiful.

I know she is

 It sucks that my own wolf can listen to my thoughts. It really did hurt when Katie said that. It didn't affect me though, just my wolf. It affected him bad, he needed to run and escape. He could only calm down by running.

Katie could've, if you didn't run.

Why would I?  It's not like she affected me anyways. I knew what she said would hurt you, so I decided to run.

I decided to tune him down, and focus on my running. She didn't affect me, no one affects me at all.

She noticed it.

Noticed what?

The hurt in your face, she could tell you were hurt.

I growled in fustration.

I wasn't hurt. I wasn't hurt. I wasn't hurt.

I decided to return back, since she'd be worried, My excuse: I was angry and needed to walk.

Easy as pie.

I grab the clothes that I tore off before I ran behind the tree, and quickly put them on.

"Where have you been?!" I hear Katie yell behind me, as I walk up to the back door.

She went out to look for me?

"When you pissed me off, I wanted to go for a walk to cool down. It's cute how you're worried about me." I wink, walking towards her.

"Don't call me cute, you made me walk around going crazy looking for you!" She yells, poking hard into my chest.

"So you were worried about me?" I ask, curious to her response.

"uh-I um, no.."She whispers, as she tucks her hair behind her ear staring at the ground.

"Yeah, bullshit. You were worried I was going to get lost, it's okay to admit you care for me princess." I smirk, at her expression with her mouth wide open.

"I do not care for you Rey. Let's go inside, it's freaking freezing out." She walks past me and into the house, within seconds.

See, she cares for us. She loves us.

Well, it's not the same for me. This feelings weird. I reject her.

What?! when did we discuss this?

We didn't. I made the decision on my own.

I hear him growl and whimper in fustration, I did not want Katie. Yes, last night being in her arms was the best feeling ever. But I did not want to be with someone like her, I don't want her. Even if I said that last night, I no longer feel that way.

I Austin Rey, reject Katie Runes as my mate.

There, I rejected her. I'm done with her!

I should be happy now, but.. why does it feel like I lost everything?

"You coming in?" Katie yells through her bedroom window.

"um, yeah." I mutter not looking back and avoiding her gaze.

I walk right in, and sit on the couch exhausted from that run. Since I'm going to become Alpha of the wolf pack 'Stars and Moonlight' I need to learn how to control my pace. I'm turning 18 in a couple of months, so I guess that will get my mind off of everything.

Seems like my dad's always been the only one that could calm me down in all situations. I wish he was still here.

"Mind explaining me why you ran like a mad dog?" Katie says, breaking me out of my thoughts.

She sits down on the sofa infront of me, cross legged. At that moment, I decide to take in her look.

She changed into a over-sized blue sweater, and big black roots pants with her hair tied up in a bun. She looked so cute, even though she looked like a total wreck.

"Austin! Austin!" She waved her hands infront of my face.

"Oh, uh sorry." I say sheepishly. Damn it, she caught me staring at her like a complete idiot.

"You need to stop doing that." She laughs at me.

"Doing what?" I smile, she looked so adorable when she laughed like that.

"Staring at me creepily. It's like you've seen a ghost."She chuckles, as heat starts to fill my cheeks up.

"Awe, is Austin blushing?"Katie walks over and pinches my cheeks hard and moving them around.

"Ow, stop that!" Even though it hurt, my wolf loved her touch.

"Alright, listen we're home alone again. Don't do anything stupid and don't bother me. Got it?" I nod, as she smiles and walks off leaving me alone in the livingroom.

Great, the time when I needed to stay away from her the most, I'm stuck here alone with her in the house.

Thank god I'm leaving tomorrow. I need to stay away from her, my wolf would do worst during heat.

~2 hours later~

Shit. How am I functioning right now?

My wolf has been whimpering for about 2 hours now, and I'm bored out of my mind!

How can you be so heartless? Letting go the love of our lives?

Again, I try to ignore him. He's been trying to persuade me to take her back.

Aw, hell no. I'm sorry but I'm not risking my reputation to be with her.

Yeah, I know I'm a jerk but it's true! If Katie got hotter, I wouldn't reject her.

How hard could it possibly be during heat anyway? I rejected her and I'll be fine with another girl.