unforeseen (perennial love #1)

Prologue

!! This is a work of fiction. Unless otherwise indicated, all the names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents in this book are either the product of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

I'm also very sorry if there are typographical errors, wrong spellings and grammatical errors in this story.

Enjoy reading!!

Kim

I never thought the day would come when what I feared would come, I was happy, we were happy, I don't know how that happiness suddenly disappeared.

It's been weeks since that happened, my fear. It was raining so hard outside, tinatamad tuloy akong pumasok! Nakakapagod sa labas, I wanted to stay here so I did. I was again, not present on the board meeting.

I know they needed me there, but I needed a rest. Pagod na ako sa lahat. Araw-araw akong pagod even though I am just here laying at the bed. I am tired, exhausted, emotionally, mentally.

Tinungga ko 'yung tequila na nasa table, I was drinking alcohol the whole day. Pakiramdaman ko, tumaas ang alcohol tolerance ko! I am not yet drunk.

Kumuha ako ng isang bote ng wine and drink it from it's bottle, hindi ko na iyon sinalin sa glass. Umupo ako sa chair ko sa may balcony and admired the view.

I couldn't think of anything but what happened, again? umiyak nanaman ako, it hurts so bad. Bakit ba 'yon nangyari? Do I deserve this pain?

I don't deserve this but I am here, stuck, downhearted, I didn't do anything wrong but why I am the one who's hurting?

Or do I deserve this? Is there something wrong that I did to feel this pain?

I didn't do anything wrong naman but to love, I love them so much, I will do anything for them.

"Is this what I get for loving them? Pain?" I questioned no one.

I want them here by my side.. but I could never bring them back, it's impossible for that to happen.

Weeks and weeks had passed, I was always like that, stuck on the house, crying and crying, nonstop cries. How can I not cry when all the pain won't go away. It stays inside my heart, araw-araw kong nararamdaman and I don't know how it will disappear. I wish for it to disappear.

I always look back on memories that I can't get back. I couldn't bring those back, I couldn't feel those feelings I felt in those memories again.

Matagal akong nakatambak sa bahay and finally, I can't believe, I am outside the house.

Tumambay ako sa bahay nila Eunice dahil may activity daw si Eunice para sa'kin! Can't believe she's doing this for me, we're building a fucking Lego!

"Kim? Kunin mo! 'yung pizza na 'yon!" Eunice said when their loud doorbell rang!

I am actually here to waste time. I need to put my attention to other things so I wouldn't think about sadness even for a short time, so I will be distracted with other things and not think about what happened.

"Why me? May paa and hands ka naman" I said, binubuo ko 'yung lego house ko!

"Tamad naman" Sabi niya tsaka naglakad na paalis.