the little angels babysitter(nash grier fanfic)

chapter 15

nash's pov:

the sun was leaking light threw the curtains and making its way to my eyes. a groan escapes my lips and i turn my body to the other side. i blink a few times trying to adjust to my surroundings.

"hey baby" i jumped back. my gaze lands on the fake looking blonde girl next to me. how the hell?!..-ohh wait. then the headache hits me like a train. i could literally feel the tiny man crawling into my head and beating it with its hammer. a loud groan of pain escapes my lips again and i barley make out "tylenol". the girl rolls her eyes and gets out of bed. my eyes are not trained on the ceiling but somewhere in space. all i can think about right now is what happened last night. i remember getting those text from brook. i almost completly lost it. i ended up running out of the hotel and to a bar. there is not even a possible chance of me knowing how i even got in the bar but i did. i drank so much. i dont remember getting the girl or me getting home but i do somewhat remember us having sex. but the other thought hit me harder. the pain just grew. brooklynn walked in on us. and my mind stopped and focused on her face. oh god , the face she made will haunt me. i could see the pain braking her threw her eyes. but i dont understand. she said she hated me. she said she used me and many other names came with it. and the thing that hurt the most is that she said she never had and never will love me. my headed snapped and my thoughts vanished when that girl spoke again.

"here you go. oh and i had an amazinggg time last night nashy" she said seductivly. i starred at her, why the hell is she still here?"get out" i say. she scowled. "excuse me?" she said with attitude. i am not in the mood to have a clingy fake bitch argue with me right now."you heard what i said. BYE" she looked taken back, "asshole!" she yelled. she grabbed her stuff and left while slamming the door. owwww my head.

brooks pov:

my eyes sting. my face feels crusty. my body is weak. and theres another one behind my own with a arm secures firmly around my stomache. i can barley open my eyes but i turn my head around slowly and see jack g. i dont move. i like it here right now, i need him. i turn my body around so were facing eachother and his arm is still around me. hes still asleep. i listen to his slow breathing and the small snores escaping his mouth. he looks so peacful and so delicate. my strength is incredibly low but i lift my hand and trace my finger softly down his face. i can feel his arm pulling me closer and if its possible he looks so protective.my hand is holding his cheek. i start to think of nash and i can feel the burning tears start running down my cheeks. i jump as i feel a hand slowly lift my chin. my eyes meet jacks and we sit there starring at eachother for i dont know how many minutes. you could see the sadness and love projecting from his eyes. "brook. your tears mean the world to me right now. every tear you cry makes me more sad and makes me want to protect you more. nash isint worth your saddness. you deserve someone who wont hurt you even if they are tricked." i didint respond. i continue to cry. what he dosent understand is that i thought nash was like that. nash is worth my tears. hes worth my world. i want to yell and scream and just let everything go at this moment but somehow jack is still able to calm me down and hes holding me like im his world.

i push myself of and jack reluncticly pulls his arm off of me. i drag myself so the bathroom and stare at the mirror. my face is pale with blotchy marks under my eyes. my posture sucks and i look like a troll. i feel light headed and i lean onto the counter and close my eyes. i feel arms wrap around my waist. i know its jack. i take in his embrace. but i need to be alone. i need to get this out. "im going out. by myself. ill be back in a couple hours" i say and practically push him out of the room. i hear him sigh and his foot steps walking away. i walk to the sink and splash water on my face then grab a biki out of my suitcase. i slip on some sandals and a over sized shirt with white shorts. its irritating not having a phone. i make my way out of the hotel without seeing any of the guys. i turn left and just start walking down the street. i dont know exactly where im going but i know ill end up at the beach. after a 20 minute walk i see the sandy ground come into view.i pick my pace. i get to the shore and i quickly strip to my bathing suit. i sit down and let the small waves hit my legs. my mind starts running again and im starting to see nash in bed with that girl, i see his drunk body , his smirk and his hateful face, i feel the part where my heart is ripped out. i scream and my hand grabs my hair. the pain is over welming. the tears feel like burning hot waterfalls on my face. i stand up and start kicking the water. "i hate you!" i scream louder than ever "why did you leave me?! i loved you!!" i fall to the ground again. im dead silent but the tears come out harder than ever. my world feels like it split in 2. i need someone and no one is there for me. yeah jack is but hes ganna find out i wont be able to like him like that and hes going to leave me. im ganna have to go back home and i will want my life to end. all i have is mom and she has to be there. i hate this. i hate it so much.

i dont know how long i sat in the water and cryed but i could take a wild guess when i started to see the sun slowly going down in the sky. it was beautiful. it took me in and it made me feel better at that moment. i didint dare move. i sat there till it was completly night. the water was colder and still no one was here. i lay down. the water is outlining my body ever to slightly and i feel my eyes getting heavy.

jack G's pov:

i feel absolutly terrible. im the reason brooks is still gone and everyone is looking for her, we have been since a hour after she left. she dosent have her phone so there was no way to get ahold of her. someone told nash what really happened and you could see him being crushed from the inside. i kinda felt bad but brook is doing a LOT worse than he is. i dont want him getting broke again, i really like her, like a lot. the way she feels in my arms, her eyes, how fun it is to be around her, and being able to wake up with her and have her facing me. but now shes missing all because i let her go when i knew she was uppset.

nashs pov;

every one is looking for brook. no one can find her and apparently she dosent have her phone. i feel terrible. i ruined everything. i believed the text and ran off. now shes gone.

in a way i know where she is. she has to be at the beach, she loves it the and it would be a perfect place for her if she was upset. i walked out of the building and started the long walk towards the beach.the waves came into sight and i slowly made my way threw the sand. i freeze at the sight in front of me. the beach is completly empty except for brook who is screaming, her tears are obvious from here and she looks so broken. i heard her scream "i hate you!" and then "why did you leave me?i love you!" i sat and watched from the distance. my arms wrapped around my knees and i began to cry. i hate it when i cry , it make me feel pathetic but seeing brook like this just killed me. i feel at lost. i sat and watched her for the rest of the day till it fell to night. it was complety dark outside and the stars were lighting up the sky. she was laying down with the short water glistening around her. i know i shouldnt but i pick myself and make my way towards her. i come near and i hear her steady breathing. i know shes asleep. i always loved falling asleep to her breathing. i know it sounds weird but its soothing. i kneel down and look at her. her tear stained face makes me want to tare myself apart. i did this to her. i snake my arms around her body and pick here up. i throw her stuff over my shoulder and carry her to the hotel. almost everyone is asleep by now and luckily her door was still unlocked. i open her door and place her gently on the bed and tuck her in. mahoganys not in the room and i know i dont want her to be by herself but she hates me and i think it would make it worse if i was here. i kiss her for head and before leaving the room and shuting the door i turn towards her sleeping body and whisper "goodnight brook, i love you. forever and always."

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authors note:

hey guys. sorry its been so long since i updated. i was grounded again and i had no way of updating. trust me i missed it but now im back. im trying to do better now and make is better. thanks for all the reads so far! byee