after Nash said i love you last night, of course we kissed. and for the rest of the night we watched movies and cuddled. we fell asleep in each others arms but when i woke he wasn't there. the bed felt so empty. i kick my legs around trying to get used to the absent space but swing myself out of bed. out of the corner of my eye i see a small white piece of paper on my desk. i picked it up and it read..
"good-morning baby girl. i'm sorry i left early and i was upset we couldn't wake up together and i couldn't see your beautiful eyes when you woke up but i had to leave to go get stuff for Magcon with Taylor ,carter and Matthew. last night was one of the best nights of my life. you are so amazing and so beautiful. never forget that. and i know your going to just ignore that and not believe me which makes me sad but damn brook , you made me the luckiest guy in the world just by talking to me. i love you.
-Nash"
i kept on reading it and holding it thinking it would disappear any minute, i couldn't wait until i see him later. i started getting ready for the day. i took a shower and quickly dried off. i wrapped my hair in the towel and walked over to the closet. i picked out a pink floral skater skirt, brown braided sandals, and a white crop top that kinda tucked into the skirt. i put it on and slipped on some gold braclets and the ring i always wore. i honestly didnt fell like wearing make up today so i just put on i tiny bit of mascarra. i take my hair out and blow dry it. i straighten it and i actually feel really good for what i look like today. i grab my phone and left the room with a smile on my face.
it was about 11:30 which meant i missed breakfast in the hotel this morning. so like every other white chick in this damn world, i decide to go to starbucks. i still have my penny board in the lounge office where all of us put them so we can quickly grab it and still not have them stolen. i grab mine and ride it to starbucks. it took about 10 minutes but trust me, its worth it. i walk in and order my usual which was a caramel frap with extra whip cream. yes i love whip cream. i pay for it and place my phone down with it on the table. i quickly go to the bathroom. thats done lol. i come out and walk back to my spot. i grab my drink getting ready to go but my phone is gone. i look everywhere but gave up after 5 minutes . i walk up to the front desk.
" hey, i put my phone down on the table but when i came back it was gone. is there any chance you've seen it or some one has brought it up here?" i ask trying not to sound to jumpy and rude. that phone is literally like my life. "sorry ma'am but i havnt.i can give you a call and tell you if do. is there a number i can call if we do?" she asks politley. i nod and decided to give her nash's. i left disappointed and skated back to the hotel. oh and the worst part is that i didint have a password on my phone, nash complained how he wanted to look at pictures and my phone was always locked and i took it off. that person that took it could ruin everything. please god dont let that happen.i go back to my room and i see mahogany and matthew. they both look at me and give me a rude face.
"what..?" i ask. "why would you do that to nash,brook" matt asks me. what the hell is that supposed to mean. "what do you mean, i didint do anything" trying to say is polietly was beyond hard. "that text you sent him?! hes broken! you hurt him so much! he ran out of the store crying!crying brook! i dont even want to talk to you" matt yelled at me. i dont know what hes talking about, i havnt seen nash all day let alone text him. "matthew i have no idea what the hell your talking about. i never text nash today. i got ready and went to starbucks after seeing his note. i lost my phone there. so stop fucking yelling at me. i didint do anything!" i yell back at him. he just looked at me confused. he pulled out his phone and showed my screen shots of text messages from nash which were supposedly from me. he read them out loud. "i hate you so much nash. you dont deserve me. you deserve the ugliest and rudest gril in the world. wait no that actually is me so you should find that kelly chick from last magcon and talk to her, shes really pretty and she want you. i sure as hell dont. i never meant it when i said i love you, i was just tired of listening to your pathetic ass and kissed you. just saying your a terrible kisser. i hate you, i dont even see why your friends or fans like you but they shouldnt. just go away. no one likes you. bye" he finshed. i was crying so hard. he actually thought that came from me. my nash the one that calls me beautiful and baby girl. hes gone because that bitch that has my phone sent it to him.
"ma-matt i p-promise i didnt s-say that" i managed to get out. he had a pained expression on his face. i continued."i left my phone on the table at starbucks and when i got back from the bathroom i-it wasnt there. and it didint h-have a password on it because nash ddint want me having one last night and i-i never put another one. i-i would never do that to him and i cant belive all of you a-actaully thought i did. i-i love him so so much. and now hes gone!" i yelled and cryed harder. matthew spoke up. "brook im so sorry. i didnt know. i i just really believed it was you and seeing nash like that made me so mad. im so so so sorry. please stop crying" he said which made himself start to cry. "just let me call him" i barely made out. he quickly handed me his phone. i dialed in his number and it rang till it went to vioce mail. i called it again and he picked up on the 2nd ring.
"nash! please come back! i need to tell you what actually happened! i promise i didint send that text i love you" i yelled and sobbed into the phone.
"lying bitch.you lied and you ruined it. i actually loved you. but now its payback, bye slut." he said. he slurred each word which meant he was drunk. i hung up and dropped the phone. what did he mean by payback? i slowly walked to my bed emotionless. which looked like it scared matt and mahogony but it kinda scared me to. i just gently lay down on my bed and ended up blacking out.
i woke up and look at the time. 7pm. ive been alseep for 4 or 5 hours. i sit up and walk to the mirror. i look like ive been sick for a week. my eyes have dark circles under them while my eyes were bloodshot red, i was pale, my hair was everywhere and i felt terrible. but i just didint care. i walk out of my room and i dont know why but i walk to the jacks and aarons room which just happened to be right across from nashs room. i knock. jack g answers.
"HEY BROO- woah... w- what happened?!' he started all cheery but then had a look like he was going to kill someone. i didnt answer and listened. i heard...moaning? i walk to nashs door and listened. it coudldnt be.. please please please no. i didint even care. i walked in and the second i did i wish i hadnt but i knew i should have. i see nash with a girl having sex on his bed. they both look at me. but nash smirks and just continues. i felt my heart tearing peice by piece by peice. it literally felt like i could feel it braking and making the cracks. i slam the door and after takeing like 5 steps. i fall to the ground and cry. everything i had, all the tears i had. i let out. jack ran to me and acted as if he was a protective blanket. he wrapped his arms around my entire body and but be in his lap with his head resting on mine. he held me closer if even possible when i started crying harder. i heard doors opening. i look up and see everyone but nash and that girls standing in front of me with faces of horror or defeat. im pathetic.
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