the little angels babysitter(nash grier fanfic)

Chapter 13

I'm back out of Nash's hug. When I turn around I see hurt expression in Shawnes eyes....wait what? I turn back to look at him but he walked away. What the hell just happened?! I didint chase after him, at least not in front of Nash. I will later.
"Hey I'm going to go meet up with Kenny somewhere, I'll call you when I'm coming back." Mahogany said. I nodded and she smiled while walking off. Aw. I leave the group and call a car to pick me up. I kinda just wanted some alone time. When the car finally got here I have the directions to the hotel and they dropped me off. I thanks the man and made my way to the elevator. As soon as I'm in , another girl shows up with another two behind her. They all had makeup caked onto their faces and pieces of cloth for clothes. Sluts much? And the way they were smacking their gum was not helping my at ALL.
"Hey bitch" the one that seemed like the 'leader' said. I just roll my eyes and she continues. "I don't need any fucking attitude. You need to stay the hell away from my man. Especially Because it's a slut like you. I mean come on, you look at all the other guys like they are candy. You should just go kill youself and make all of our lives easier. Sure as hell will put more sunshine in mine." She finished off and they all bursted into fits of laughter from what she said and the faces I was making. I was so taken back from what she said. I could feel the tear forming in my eyes and the sting from holding them back. As soon as the elevator door opened I ran to my room. I closed the door and slid my back down it till I was sitting on the floor and the second I did all the tears came out like waterfalls. I've had people make fun of me or call me names but never to kill myself. That hurt like hell. Am I really that hated? What am I doing wrong? Was she right? Should I just leave all of them?

My best friend back in Florida used to cut. She was depressed and I was the reason she stopped. I got some hate along the way but never did I let it get to me. But this.. This was just to much. I had hate from fans on my vines and videos and stuff but none of them have said it to my face before.

I didint really know what I was doing but she always did say it helped with her pain. I walk to my bathroom and look threw my bags. I grab one of the shavers and brake it so the metal razors fall out. I grabbed one of them and sat on the toilet. I lift my sleeve to wear i can see my scarless wrist. I never thought someone like me would be doing something like this. I could hear my phone blowing up in the background but it was soon covered up by how loud I was crying ,I was scared. I almost had the razor touching my skin but the front door slammed open. There stood Cameron and Nash with expressions like they had seen a ghost. They looked at my face and then to my about to be harmed wrist. Nash slowly walked to me and he had tears in his eyes. It killed me even more inside to see him like that. You have at first such a tough guy that never crys In front of you and within seconds he cracks like a peice of glass.
"Brook?.." He asked. "W-why would you want to do this?" He asked and I know he was trying not to cry harder or burst out steaming. I just looked down in shame. Cameron came up and took all the razors and broken up things. He threw them into a trash bag. He looked up at me.
"Brook your like a little sister to me now. You are beautiful and you are amazing, truly fucking amazing. I know we met not to long ago but I love you to freaking death and I will never let you harm yourself." With that he walked out of the room. Nash picked me up and walked to my bed. He placed my down and say crossed cross I front of me. He grabbed both of my hand and held them with his, resting them between us.
"Brooklynn..I don't even know where to start.. The first day you started babysitting skylinn I was afraid my mom had hired another crazy fan chic or old grouchy women. But when she called me down stairs my breathe was taken away. I heard the wettest voice in the world and the most beautiful girl in my life. And when you turned around , oh my god I almost died. You were stunning. The way your eyes sparkled and your smile is just perfect. Then came our first date and it amazed me I even got to take you on one. You had me falling hard since the first moment I saw you. The first kiss we had... I was in heaven. All the feeling and butterflies I was having was messing up my head. The affect you have on me is crazy. I asked you to got to magcon with me because I wanted you by my side ALL THE TIME. You make my world happier. Your the sun in my life. This trip has been absolutely amazing and when I walked in here to see you about to hurt yourself.... It was just a punch in the gut. I let you get hurt, my world get hurt. I don't know what happened but I promise I'll protect you from now on. I won't let those demons get to you because heaven sent me a angel and I will never let my angel get hurt. Your so perfect and beautiful and I could go on and on. And this might be a little bit to earlier... But Brooklynn lee amers ,

I love you."

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A/N: wow . This chapter... I couldn't help but cry a little when I was writing this chapter. I don't know if it was good or not to you guys but that stuff is jut... Deep. I hope you guys like it so far and again no it's not edited but it will be Tomarrow. Thanks for reading. Taryn xo