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I don't feel like I can talk with my parents. At least most of the time.
It's not an issue of "They just don't understand me!" or the like, it's the feeling that I'm only engaging in the conversation because I'm required to. I'm required to respond. I'm required to agree. I'm required to be happy.
Mostly that's because one of them is shitty at the other and needs the backup of a lazy, moody, spoiled, worthless fifteen year old.
Oh god, that actually does sound really moody.
My parents also don't listen to me when I do speak. They always cut me off until I give up, or finally get to say it, but with all my enthusiasm gone.
Though nothing I'll ever rant about is ever going to be that bad really. Not when there's people in the world actually suffering. But I can't see them, so I cant say I'm really invested.
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Recorded 16/3/21
