Recording Start 🔴
"hi?"
That's what I put in my bio when I don't know how to describe myself.
Although when I do describe myself it's usually just:
💛Name💛
💚Age💚
❤Hogwarts house❤
💜~And quote!~💜
That doesn't really tell you much about me, like that I love drawing in an anime-ish style (described as "like those Japanese cartoons!" by my dad) but don't watch much anime.
Or that I enjoy water-skiing.
Or that I'm super shy around new people, but loud among friends.
Because, honestly, I don't feel I have the right to even label who I am.
Can I really be the judge to say if I'm shy? And if I'm self aware of that, then why don't I change?
Being shy can be cute, but not when you look like an adult in lower highschool.
Not when confidence is actually useful.
I run into this problem with other things too, like being aware of the time, just how late it is, but still scrolling through my phone. Reading stories on this very app. Searching for "the good one" but ultimately realizing its 12:30 and I'm not getting enough sleep.
Maybe it's my lack of sleep that makes me just want to sit in bed when I get home from school.
Even though I told myself months ago I was going to clean my room.
Even though it's only getting worse.
That sounds so forboding though, like I'm in a deep, dark spiral down, with absolutely no help saving myself.
But that's not true!
This isn't something I have to overcome, because it's not even that big of a deal.
I'm just going to get more sleep, eat less junk, and sieze my moments.
Recording Stop ◽
Recording saved 03/11/20
