Idolize• JirouxReader

Insanity

"If you're that worried I'll beat you that the first thing you say to me is a threat. I don't think you have very high self esteem. Maybe a superiority complex. But you definitely have deep insecurities that you don't want to show. You think that showing them makes you weak so you push them deep down inside of you. Possibly that's the reason why you have anger issues." I said looking him in the eyes. He seems slightly taken back and I hear the class go silent.

"Woah Kacchan she absolutely destroyed you." A boy with yellow and black hair commented. I didn't expect to be thrown into a fight on the first day.

"YOUR SO FUCKING DEAD" Bakugo suddenly yelled with murder in his eyes. Kirishima was holding him back at this point. I jump up from my chair and step back on instinct. I got into a fighting stance and scowled at him. Ana ran up and held me back from fighting him.

"YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK! BECAUSE YOUR JUST A UGLY SLUT YOU WILL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING! BETTER YET JUST BECOME A VILLAIN YOU'D BE MUCH BETTER AT IT YOU FUGLY WHORE.SO JUST TAKE YOUR VILLAIN QUIRK AND MAKE YOURSELF USEFUL THERE GLITCH BITCH!" He screamed with no regrets.

I feel something in me die when he mentioned me being a villian. Was he right? Did I have a villian quirk? I drop my fists and look at him with shocked eyes. He looks proud and starts to walk towards me. He came close and whispered more hurtful words in my ear that only I could hear. Grabs my wrist and pulls me towards him.

"Not like anyone would care. The only reason people would like you is for your body. I'll just use you and throw you away bitch. If you tell anyone about this, I'll test that theory." He throws me on the ground and I feel stuck in place. I've always liked girls instead of boys, but boys have always tried with me. What if Bakugou is right? What's going to happen when a boy takes it too far? Would anyone care at all or would it just happen? I'm lost In thought and lying on the floor of the classroom. What a great first day. 

"Are you okay?! Bakugou's an ass okay. You have a great quirk!",  Someone told me. I look up to see the purple haired girl. She's holding out a hand to help me up. I refuse to show any more weakness. I get up by myself and look and look her in her purple eyes. "I-I'm Jirou, it's nice to meet you L/n" she stuttered. It's quite cute but I don't say anything. I shake her hand and sit down. For the rest of the class I think about what Bakugou said; "JUST TAKE YOUR VILLAIN QUIRK AND MAKE YOURSELF USEFUL THERE", what if he's right?

I shook my head. No he's wrong, I'm not a villain I'm a hero. And I always will be.

'But what if'

No

'What if we do have a villain quirk'

Stop it. Who are you

'I'm you.'

No your not

'Yes I am. I'm your quirk. I'm a part of you.'

My quirk? You've never talked to me before.

'So? I didn't want to talk to you. Your boring'

Why do you want to talk to me now?

'Because you're thinking about what that Bakugou kid said. That you're a villain. Also call me Akailo, it's my name.'

Quirks can have names? Also I'm not a villain.

'Yes you are. You're the blueprint. A manipulative mother, a broken dream, and a villainous quirk. YOUR PERFECT FOR IT'

Shut up. I have no desire to become a villain and I never will.

'That's what you're saying now but you'll see. I'm going to go but I'll be back. Creeping in the darkest corners of your mind.'