Fearless (Jasper Whitlock Fanfiction)

Part 6 (Jasper's POV)

She is so beautiful, my mate is so beautiful. Mate, a funny word I never thought I'd be saying or let alone have. Looking at Alice, I feel the slightest bit of guilt. Alice had saved me, she had found me in the diner. I was there drowning in my feelings of depression and guilt after being with Maria for so long. Alice had been having visions since she woke up as a vampire, and her first vision was of my face and meeting me. She knew I needed her help so when she had a vision of me walking into a diner, she got there first and waited for me.

She told me of a new way of living, a diet that consisted of animals, and a family that cared about me. It was hard to believe at first, but her golden eyes had mystified me. She showed me her way of hunting and it didn't give me the feelings of pain and guilt that I always had after feeding off a human. 

Alice and I traveled for many years as friends and eventually lovers. We always knew we weren't mates but we loved each other anyway until we found the Cullens. We decided to break it off after meeting the Cullens because Alice had a vision of her finding her mate in a couple of years. We still loved each other though and it was sad when we broke up. I considered and still consider Alice my savior. If I hadn't met Alice, I would've gone back to Maria and continued my life of pain and misery. 

Walking over to Alice, I put my hand on her shoulder and give it a gentle squeeze. She looks up at me and smiles. "Don't worry Jasper, I'm okay. I'm going to find my mate very soon." Turning, she embraces me in a hug. "I'm so happy for you, you deserve this." 

"Yeah man I'm with Alice on this one, you deserve to be happy." Emmett says clasping my shoulder. "Even if she does turn into a huge wolf." He smirks. 

"At least she can't deny the bond anymore, she saved you and she can't take that back. Sucks for you though that she's one of them." Rosalie says flipping her blonde hair. Her emotions show no malice though, more of anticipation and a little bit of sadness. 

The front door opens and in walks Edward and Bella. I'm still a little angry that my mate got hurt fighting the newborns to protect his human. She wouldn't need protecting if he would just change her already. 

Edward snarls at my thoughts, his eyes turning dark honey. "Alice you already know what I'm about to ask of you." 

Alice begins to jump up and down, a huge smile on her face. "Of course I'll plan the wedding!" Great. Edward and Bella are going to get married, maybe now he'll finally change her. Rosalie storms off with Emmett following behind her leaving just the four of us in the room. "Don't worry guys, she'll come around." No she won't.

"Come on love." Edward grabs bella's hand and begins walking towards the stairs. "Let's go up to my room." 

Alice then turns and stares at me. "Maybe you should ask Laila to be your date to the wedding." 

I snort at the thought. "I can't get past the treaty line, you know this." 

Alice smiles and pulls out a piece of paper from her pocket. "It's a good thing Jacob gave Bella this." Putting it in my hand I glance down to see some numbers scribbled on it with Laila written on top. 

I smille. "Thanks Alice." She nods and skips away upstairs as I take a seat on the couch. Pulling out my phone I type in the number and hit message. 

J: Hey Laila, it's Jasper your new friend. 

L: Hi, Jasper. How did you get my number?

J: I got it from Bella who got it from Jacob. I have something to ask you.

L: Sure, what's up?

J: Edward and Bella are getting married. Would you possibly want to be my date? Only as friends of course.

L: If Jacob decides to go we'll all go.

J: Okay, I'll text you the details when I find them out. 

L: K.

Smiling at the possibility of seeing my mate again, I put my phone back in my pocket. 

"Jasper, can you come help me with the garden?" Esme says appearing in front of me.

"Of course Esme."