i cant take it anymore

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i cant take it anymore. i just cant. its impossible.

no matter what, i find a way to make my mom mad at me.

let me ask you something: do you like to do chores? do you like to have to help around the kitchen and then go out like you always do after just finishing online school?

i dont. so im sorry mom, if i groaned when you told me to dry the dishes when i finished school because we had to go my sisters school.

and im also sorry because you seem to have anger issues.

if i offended you, im sorry. but now, im stuck bawling my eyes out and curled up in my bed. im sorry im not the daughter you wanted. im sorry im not like you. im sorry im not perfect.

does it give you the right to start yelling and screaming at me because of that one groan?

i sometimes feel like a stranger in my own home. scratch that, sometimes i feel like i dont have a home.

im trying to be the daughter you wanted mom. but its hard to be someone you arent.

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