i woke up alone covered up with the blanket Cc was using last night it smelled like him. He smells good.ASHLEY!!! i threw the cover off of me and run into the kitchen i seen Andy, Cc, Jake, Jinxx ,and my dad but no Ashley. "Are you okay?" Cc asked i shook my head no and Andy was soon standing in front of me "Whats wrong are you hurt?" he said looking at me i shook my head no again then Ashley waked in the room "hey look who is finally up" he said i threw my arms around his neck and held him tight "Awe did you miss me?" i shook my head yes and he hugged me tight "i am right here" "why are you Ashley's best friend slash lover now what happened last night" Andy said i let go of Ashley and turned around looking at them i know my face is red but i just shrugged and shook my head no.
i left the room and Cc followed me. "why are you not talking" i shrugged and kept walking to my room. "Andy was telling the truth when he said you stop talking randomly he is right that is weird." i stop and turned around slowly Cc looked at me "i mean not weird...just um...odd...not wait not odd...interesting ya ANDY HELP ME" i started walking slowly to him then smiled and turned around walking in to my room and closing the door.
i lay-ed in bed all day and watched the shadows creep across my wall as the sun set. I could not stop thinking about that dream. About Ashley in that car. Why Ashley out of all people. We did not know each other well we do we was really close as kids but not now we did not talk now like Andy he left but he left when i was really little like five or something i remember he would play house with me and make Andy play too. He would also take my side when ever Andy started acting like a little dip shit. i smiled a little with all the good memory's dancing inside my head but then i remembered the day he left god my memory is too good i hate it at times. but again i can look at a page of a text book for two seconds then close my eyes and re sight the damn thing word from word. i guess i cant complain that's how i get good greats.
someone one opened my door so i closed my eyes not wanting to be questioned about stuff my bed dipped down and someone put there hand on my shoulder "you can pretend to be asleep all you want but i am still going to talk." Ashley said i rolled over and looked at him "hi there" he said smiling i smiled back before rolling over again "so do you want to go somewhere or what?" i shook my head no not looking at him "sorry i don't speak ivy" "no i just want to lay here" "can i join?" "go for it" i moved over so he had more room but he just picked me up and lay-ed me on him like we was last night. i looked at him then lay-ed my head on his chest listening to his heart beat and i fell asleep.
"Ivy Beirsack wake up now" my dad yelled "You are going to miss saying goodbye to Andy" i jumped out of bed and got dressed quickly running down the stairs i ran out of the front door just to see Andy's car driving out of sight i tried to yell for Andy but nothing come out off my mouth so i started running i ran and ran then everything stopped Andy's car was crashed into a pole fire poor out of every window all i heard was Andy screaming in pain i ran over to the car to see no one inside looking around tears rolling out of my eyes trying to scream Andy's name but still nothing coming out his screams got louder and louder then everything started spinning and then they stopped Andy seen my mom "mom?" "hello Ivy" "mom wheres Andy" "Andy is dead" "no i talked to him today he is fine" "look in the car Ivy" i turned around and looked in the car but i did not see Andy i seen Ashley i screamed and tried to open the car door he was jerking around in pain trying to get the fire off of him but he failed soon his body went limp and the door opened and Andy and all of black veil brides feel out of the door i screamed as loud as i could and stood this is just a dream Ivy wake up no its just a dream not again i cant have this dream again i cant i cant i cant wake up "ivy" i looked up and seen my mom everything started spinning around us when it stopped we was in my room "ivy i know you are mad Andy left you" "i am a little but it is his dream this is a dream" "yes it is but are not just mad at him you hate him for it" "i could never hate Andy" "he sure thinks so" just like that everything was gone it was dark black all around me then i seen Andy he was crying and covered in blood there was and ambulance pulling away but where am i have never been here before. why is he covered in blood Andy got up and walked over to the ambulance he put his hand over his mouth and whispered why then as the ambulance drove away he screamed he screamed my name "IVY WHY I LOVE YOU WHY HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME I LOVE YOU YOU ARE MY SISTER DO YOU REALLY HATE ME THIS MUCH?" he screamed after the ambulance Ashley put his hand on Andy's back "she will be okay she is strong" "my sister tried to kill her self" Andy said then i woke up
"Ivy wake up Ivy please wake up" i opened my eyes and seen Andy i looked at him "i don't hate you" he looked at me and smiled "good i don't hate you either" i sat up and hugged Andy "was i screaming or something?" "just moving a lot i came to check on you" "just a bad dream" "was it the same dream" i thought for a secound then nodded yes i dont want to talk about the last part "try to get some sleep" andy said kissing my head "night ivy" "Andy?" "yes?" "can you stay in here with me for tonight?" "ya" i moved over and Andy climped into bed rapping his arms around me "i missed you ivy" "i missed you too"
