more talk, more kisses

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the more the others seemed to talk was the more he would sneak kisses

in the back of the classroom

in the hallway

anytime we could have a moment alone

i am still trying to process how we came to this point so fast

my lips tingle in longing from the lack of his-

i find myself craving everything he has to offer

even if just sprinkles of his affection

i would everything they would say

"she's not good enough for him"

"she's a desperate slut for even trying'

for the first time in my life i don't care what the others may say about my choices. i don't care about anything

during a walk in the hallway with him

amidst the emptiness from our peers being in class where they belong,

he flashed me his signature smile

it faded into something more than just playful

something both serious and passionate

"i can't wait until we can do more than kiss in secret"

those words of his replayed in mind a thousand times over

even as they ridiculed me

even in the darkest moments of the day

his words wrapped around me like a blanket

i remember that he wanted me, and that carried me to freedom

it carried me to safety and euphoria

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