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to: na jaemin

hi,

you might be weirded out because someone wrote you a letter, at this age. gusto kitang kausapin pero takot pa rin ako sa 'yo. sinulat ko 'to para naman may idea ka tungkol kay ate nallie haha.

i know most people are blaming you for her sudden flight. malamang nasa isip mo, "paki-alam ko ba sa kan'ya", o "bakit sila nakikialam, ano ba nila si nallie? ano ba nila ako?"

base on your personality, it's probably the first one.

pero kung si ate nallie 'yung tatanungin, she'll probably say it's the latter.

i don't know how you and ate nallie met and became friends, i also have no idea kung bakit ka niya like, pero i know she's nice and kind to you.

kasi gano'n siya sa lahat ...

she saved me when i was young. she stayed by my side when i was having a hard time. i tried to push her away pero she stayed pa rin. she remembers every little detail about me. she's like a sister and a family to me.

she's a really good person. hindi niya intensyon na may mainis o magalit sa kan'ya. she probably just freaked out with what you did to her. hindi naman siya galit sa 'yo, e.

this is really getting weird and feeling ko paikot-ikoy lang ako, but my point is, she left because she wanted to take care of herself first.

don't blame yourself, in case you are.

i honestly don't have an idea why she liked you. why she tried to understand you. why she befriended you. why she stayed and why she defended you. i never bothered to ask about her feelings, pero sa kwento niya, she sounds so dumb and down for you.

in case you haven't thank her yet, please do. that's the only thing i'll ask you to do.

may kasalanan ka sa 'kin, pero i will not ask you to say sorry. you were a kid back then, your reaction is very childish, but still, it left something on me. please don't expect me to like or accept you.

healing from that is my job. and you, saying thank you to ate nallie, and moving on from your life is your job. please do it :)

well, sorry if this is kinda confusing. haha.


addison

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jaemin
haechan

"anong meron dito?"

"bobo ka ba?"

"hindi ko lang gets. anong na-realize mo rito?"

"na mali ako,"

"saang part?"

"sa pagsisinungaling."

"pagsisinungaling? tangina ang gulo mo. anong malaking kasalanan 'yung nagawa mo? ano 'yung na-realize mo?"

"secret."

"mamatay ka na,"

"na-realise ko na siya 'yung unang taong hindi ko naman kaibigan pero tinanggap ako kahit gan'to ako."

"oo, at ang tanga niya sa part na 'yon."

"hahaha"

"pero tanggap ka naman namin kahit gan'yan ka,"

"but you hated me all,"

"tangina, sinong hindi-"

"si nallie."

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