[Levi x Reader.]

[15]

YALL IM NOT READY TO TYPE THIS, it was bound to happen anyways...

— Y/N. —

I had this really bad feeling, like this gut feeling... maybe the fruit got me sick, no- that isn't it. I don't know why but I'm having this sort of anxiety about this expedition.

Oh well, I'm all better now! And I'll double check my gear before swinging into action.

"Y/n, you always seem to be focused on something." I heard Erwin call.

"Yeah, I'm just a bit worried." I answered truthfully.

"Don't worry about it, your gear was replaced so I don't think you'll have a problem with it." Erwin smiled a bit.

This kinda puts me at ease, I have new gear it should be okay. I'll be helping everyone out. No more disappointments. I've got this. Everything will go well.

I hear the same gates open again, everything will go well, I hope so at least. I seem to be scared this time. I have to keep it together. We ride out of the walls, every time feels like the first time to me.

We got into the formation we planned out I look over to see Flagons squad head another direction. I see Furlan, Isabelle, Levi and Mei. They were all together I hope they're okay.

For some reason this formation is a bit more separated, that means I can't save mostly everyone. Only the people in my squad. Well shoot.

—

We've been riding along for a while now, Erwin seem to go off ahead by himself, I handled the titans that came by our squad. At least I didn't kill all of them, Mike helped me with a couple. Which is fine, less work for me.

I hear someone zip in the sky, it couldn't be Erwin he went by himself up ahead in a random direction. It was like if someone would be out to get him like he was fleeing, no- he wouldn't do that. No one would want to kill or harm him here.

Or maybe trying to have a moment by himself? No- but I hope he's okay... I wouldn't forgive myself if anything happened to him.

Or any of my friends as a matter of fact, but why would he want to be by himself especially right now? I look up at the sky. No way...

Levi...?

What's he doing here? Flagons squad shouldn't be no where near us- why is he disobeying the formation? Things seem to be going so odd today, I don't think anyone else noticed him. But why is he out of formation, why was Erwin by himself...

Wait... no, it can't be.

I think, I think I've got it now. Levi- I thought you were my friend. Don't tell me you're trying to kill Erwin. No wonder he seemed so intrigued when I mentioned him. Was he using me..?

He was still zooming in the air since I saw him on the left coming this way, I look up, our eyes met. I wanted to cry honestly. I felt used even though he hasn't asked me anything about Erwin.

We have to get ourselves in full formation soon, so we'll all be together that means I can ask Furlan and Isabelle...did they know about this? It felt so genuine about our time spent together.