my baby ⟪bbangnyu, the boyz⟫

⎣ ⋄ 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐞 ⋄ ⎤

Juyeon giggles, "Hello," he pauses, "who is this New?"
"Younghoon." Chanhee replies.
Juyeon places his arm around Chanhee's shoulder, "How do you know him?" he says to Younghoon.
"Yesterday, someone pushed Chanhee down and I helped him up." Younghoon replies.
Juyeon giggled, "That's all? You care so much when all you did was help him up? And you dropped him off? And waited for him?"
Younghoon pauses and sighs, "He's my boyfr-"
Chanhee interrupts, "Friends. New friends."
Juyeon giggles again, "Good, so we're all friends, then." He says as he wraps his other arm around the front of Chanhee's waist.
Younghoon becomes visibly uncomfortable, obviously. Grinding his teeth and clenching his fists.
Chanhee takes Juyeon's hands off of him, "I need to do my work." He says as he walks away and back into the back where he once was.

Juyeon leans over the counter to be face-to-face with Younghoon and says, "So, who are you to New?"
"Friends. Chanhee already told you." Younghoon replies.
Juyeon laughs, "You and I both know that is not true. Even if you aren't anything, you clearly have a crush that isn't double sided."
Younghoon stares into Juyeon's eyes with rage.

Younghoon gets up and walks towards the back room, "Hey, Chanhee?"
"Hey, dude, you can't go in there." Juyeon shouts.
Chanhee comes out of the room, "Yes? You haven't left yet?"
Younghoon sighs and chuckles, he then pulls him in for a hug.
"Hey, hey! What are you doing?" Chanhee retaliates.
Younghoon then kisses the top of Chanhee's head, Chanhee turns completely red.
"Hoon! Please, I need to work. Go with your parents, please."
Younghoon lets go of Chanhee, "I needed one last one before I go, I'll see you later." He then whispers into his ear, "My baby." With a smile as he exits the building.

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"Okay, New, what the hell was that?" Juyeon asks.
"What the hell was that? What the hell were you doing? Why did you keep touching me?" Chanhee shouts.
"What do you mean? I always hug you and hold you? Why are you acting so weird, who is that weird guy, is it because of him?" Juyeon shouts back.
Chanhee sighs and lets out a breath.
Juyeon motions Chanhee to sit with him, "Did something happen? We are close, please tell me what happened. Did he do something bad to you?"
Chanhee sits with him and replies, "We had sex."
Juyeon looks at him blankly, then replies, "He touched you? Did you file a police report? Is he stalking you?" He says in a hurry.
"I wanted it, I asked for it." Chanhee replies.
"Then, what's wrong?"
"I don't know. When I'm alone with him, I'm fine with it and love the attention, but in public or with anyone, I hate it, like I feel gross."
"Maybe you just don't like PDA? Maybe tell him? Or maybe you just don't want people to know that you like guys?"
Chanhee sighs, again, "I'll talk to him about it. Maybe it's just like internalized stuff, or scared that my parents or school will find out."
"Talk to him, he clearly likes you. If I hug you and he freaks out, he clearly likes you. And I think he likes you a lot."
"Thank you, Juyie." Chanhee says.
Juyeon pauses, "Okay, so how was the sex?"
Chanhee slaps his shoulder and gets up from the seat.

⋄ + ⋄

Chanhee and Juyeon have been working for a long while, it is nearly 10pm, closing time. Chanhee has had a much better time working tonight than the night before, some customers even asked if he was okay because they were there the night before. As Chanhee is wiping down the counters and preparing to close, he hears the door bell ring about 10 minutes before close.
"We're about to close!" Chanhee shouts out.
There is no response. Chanhee turns around towards the door and sees Younghoon. He is drenched in water, as it is raining outside, and seems to be crying.
"Younghoon?"
He does not responds, just sniffles.
"Younghoon, what's wrong?" Chanhee asks as he walks closer to him.
Once again, no response.
Chanhee grabs his hands and shakes them a little, "Hoon, what is wrong?"
Younghoon sniffles, "Can, uh, can you just come to my house, I'll tell you there."
Chanhee nods and shouts to Juyeon, "Hey! Juyeon, I have to go, close up please."

The two begin to walk out of the restaurant, it is pouring outside.
"Wait here." Younghoon tells Chanhee.
Chanhee nods.
Younghoon runs to his car and pulls it around to the front where Chanhee is.
Chanhee gets in, "You didn't need to bring the car around, I could've ran with you."
"I don't want to risk you getting sick." Younghoon replies.
Chanhee looks at Younghoon as he begins to drive. Chanhee takes Hoon's right hand off of the wheel and holds it. Younghoon squeezes his hand hard and rubs it with his thumb.

The two arrive at his apartment, not speaking another word in the car. As-well as not speaking a word until they are inside on his apartment. Once they enter, they take off their shoes and coats as they enter.
"Are you hungry?" Younghoon asks.
"Uh, not really. Are you?" Chanhee replies.
"Yes, I am. Do you want to eat? What do you want?"
Chanhee hesitates, "You can pick. I'll eat whatever you want."
Younghoon giggles, "Pizza? I'll order us one."
Chanhee nods.
Younghoon calls in the pizza, it'll take about an hour.

Younghoon says to Chanhee, "I'm going to take a shower." He ends with a sniffle.
Chanhee grabs Younghoon's hand before he can walk away, "Can, I, uh-"
"Yes." Younghoon interrupts. Younghoon begins to pull Chanhee behind him till they reach the bathroom.
"Can I turn on some music?" Chanhee asks.
Younghoon nods.
Chanhee turns on some calming, light R&B music.
Younghoon begins to grab the bottom of Chanhee's shirt till it is off, Chanhee doesn't resist at all. Younghoon takes off his shirt and pants, then takes off Chanhee's pants. Chanhee grabs Younghoon's face and pulls him down to kiss him and begins to makeout with him. Younghoon wraps his arms around his waist.
"Can we take a bath instead?" Younghoon asks as he pulls away.
Chanhee nods, "Will we even fit?"
Younghoon assures him.
The two continue to makeout until the bathtub fills up.

⋄ + ⋄

Younghoon gets in the tub and motions Chanhee to get in.
"Where should I sit? There is not enough space, Hoon."
He motions to his lap, Chanhee rolls his eyes, then get in the tub.
"Younghoon, I can't sit all the way, I can feel your huge boner."
"Huge?" Younghoon repeats.
Chanhee giggles and leans back onto him.

Younghoon closes his eyes and feels the comfort and warmth of Chanhee, until Chanhee begins, "What is wrong? Why were you crying, Hoon?"
Younghoon hold Chanhee tighter and squeezes him more to make him as close as possible he could be to himself as he lets out a sigh.
"Younghoon, tell me." Chanhee demands.
Hoon sighs again then begins to say, "It's not something you need to worry about, or something I need to worry about for that matter."
"But, what is it? What do I not need to worry about? Please, please tell me."
"Chanhee, just something happened at the dinner."
Chanhee turns around to face him, "What happened?"
Younghoon puts his face into Chanhee's chest and holds him, slowly begining to cry once more.
"Hoon," Chanhee says as he begins to rub his head, "please let me help you."

Younghoon calms himself down slightly and begins, "My grandparents showed up at the dinner, I didn't think much of it. Until they asked me how my girlfriend was after the dinner. I told them we broke up, they asked if I was with anyone else, I said yes. They then asked what her name was, then I said 'his name is Chanhee.' After that my grandpa slapped me and told me I was disgusting and gross."  He takes a break and giggles through the tears, "I've never thought they would treat me like that, or anyone for that matter. I don't want to tell my parents and don't know what to do. I just knew I needed you."

Chanhee begins to tear up, Younghoon wipes his tears away, "No, no, no stop, please. It has nothing to do with you, I promise." He pulls him in closer and hugs him and kisses his shoulder.
Chanhee begins to cry while Hoon hold him in his arms.

After he calms down, Hoon wipes his tears again. Chanhee begins to speak, "Why do you care about me so much? I don't want you to go through things like that if it's because of me."
"Canhee, I am willing to go through anything for you." He pauses, "I think I love you."