Zoe is a normal girl her brother is Harry she's 21 years old she moved to London with harry but shes never met all the sidemen .What will the sidemen think of Harry little sister ?
⚠️Mentions of suicide/depression anxiety panic attacks so please rea...
THIS CHAPTER WILL MAKE YOU CRY IM SORRY Zoes pov: I woke up and ethan just walked in with some food and asked me to eat some I told him I would try but I don't know. If I ever have children I don't want them to have anxiety its hard for me I ate what I could and I think ethan was happy with it *skip 3 months sorry for the big time skip* I've been getting closer to all the other lads especially Simon and tobi Me and the lads was hanging out on the front room just talking I was on my phone when my phone rang I left the room to answer it "Hello is this zoe lewis ?"the person asked "Yes this is her "I told "Well im sorry to inform you that maddie Smith is in the hospital I think you should come down as soon as possible" the woman told At the moment ethan wasn't home I fell to the floor crying maddie was my best friend she helped me through alot in the past my family adopted her family didn't want her I think the boys heard a noise so they came to check on me "Zoe what happend ?"I heard jj asked "Maddie shes in hospital they haven't told me why I cant loose her "I told "Whos maddie ?"josh asked "Zoes best friend who our family adopted because her family didn't want her anymore "harry told I felt someone pick me up i could tell it was simon I just cried into his shoulder untill I heard the door open "Whats going on why is zoe crying?"I heard ethan and calfreezy asked "Someone close to her and harry is in hospital "simon explained "Should we go to the hospital ?"cal asked "Yes let's go "I simon said He was still carrying me ethan looked like he didn't mind as much as I could see my eyes was blurry from crying I felt like I couldn't walk because of crying so much me and maddie knew eachother since we was 1 and she got adopted at 3 so we basically knew eacother our whole life we never knew why her family didn't want her As we got to the hospital I finally stopped crying and we walked into the hospital "Hello I'm looking for maddie Smith?"I asked "Yes you must be zoe lewis ?"the receptionist asked "Yeah that me "I told she asked a nurse to take us to her room she wasn't wake . "Hi I'm doctor pepper maddies in here because she tried to take her own life we are not sure if she will wake up im sorry "the doctor said he left us alone My heart shattered into many pieces I couldn't loose her she was my everything growing up she would help me so much why did this happen to me I felt ethan hugging me tight and not letting go everyone else left the room so it was just me and ethan Harry must be upset aswell
Harrys pov: I was heartbroken that me and zoe might have to loose maddie shes my other sister i couldn't believe that I might be loosing her Zoe was hurting more than me her and zoe was so close I wasn't as close but she was still family
*few hours passed * Me and zoe was still at the hospital ethan decided to stay aswell I saw the doctor walking towards us looking sad i knew something was wrong "I'm sorry to inform you but maddie isn't getting better so its up to you and your family to take her off life support im sorry we tried everything "he sadly told us me and zoe was crying our eyes out "I think its best to stop her from suffering any longer"i spoke "Yeah i think its the best decision "zoe said We decided to take her off life support I hurt like hell to let her go but wr didn't want maddie in anymore pain We left the hospital We walked in everyone looked at us "What is happening to maddie"jj asked "Shes passed away "zoe cried harder she walked up to her bedroom ethan went in after her "I'm so sorry harry "I heard josh say "How old was she ?"jj asked "She was only 20"i told "Thats very young "someone said We sat in silence i couldn't talk to anyone I decided to go to zoes room to check on her "How is she ?"I asked "Well she feel asleep but shes heartbroken I'm just hoping she doesn't push anyone away "ethan told "Well maddies funeral is in a week mine and zoes close family is coming you can come "I told He nodded and I left I heard a knock on the front door and went to open it "Hello what can I do for you?"I asked "Hello you must be harry lewis we have a note for you from maddie Smith your adopted sister we are sorry about her passing away "the police officer said He handed me the note and left It read Hello harry and zoe , I'm sorry I left you I loved you both thank you for taking me in when my real family didn't want me you mean the world to me for my funeral please play Dancing in the sky it was mine and zoes favourite song to listen to when we felt sad See you again In the arms of an angel I know it was hard to see me pass away but remember im not in any more pain so I will aways look down on you and I will keep you safe I will always love you also please don't wear black to my funeral wear colours instead I took my own life is because I couldn't keep going forward my depression was getting worse and no counselling was helping I'm sorry I left you I will always love you Maddie
I read the note and I was in tears I will always miss maddie but I'm glad she's not in anymore pain
*a week later maddies funeral* Today was maddies funeral i told everyone that maddie said not to wear balck but wear colours me and zoe wore something green because that was her favorite colour
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(Image they say sister and friend ) We walked into the church the priest came over "I'm sorry for you lose you lost a lovely lady "the priest said We sat down the first song came on *skip funeral we dont want to cry anymore* I'm glad thats finally over me and the boys said we won't be posting on YouTube for a while because something happend we wasn't going to tell the fans that maddie passed away
