fell in love with my brothers best friend (Behzinga ff)

chapter 36

Ethans pov:
Me and zoe have been back home for a few days I loved going on holiday but I loved being home
"Do you think its time for the fans to know about me ?"zoe asked
"Well its up to you are you ready?"I asked
"I think I'm ready so let's film a q&a with me and harry "she smiled
"Yeah thats a good idea let me go and talk to harry "I said and walked out  of our room
"Hey harry could we talk for a minute ?"I asked
"Yeah sure "he said
"So zoe said shes ready for the fans to know about her and she said why don't we record a Q&A what do you think?"I asked
"Well if she's ready then yeah let's do it "he said
We walked back up and i tweeted so did harry saying  tweet us some questions
"Hey guys it behzing and W2S here so we have to tell you guys something but if you hate on this person we don't feel like your real fans so  welcome harrys sister zoe "I said
"Hey "zoe spoke
"I know what your thinking why didn't you know about her Well me and the other sidemen didn't know about untill last year october the reason is she didn't want to be in the public eye "I told
"Yes as ethan said zoe didn't want to be known by fans and she has decided to let you know about her so if you want to hate on her your  not real fans but todays video is a Q&A to let you know about zoe and get to know her "harry told
"So let's start "I told
"The first question is are you single ?"I asked
"Well both me and ethan are not single and zoe isn't either "harry relied
"Yes I'm dating zoe and Harry is dating a girl called Emma "I smiled
"This actually links with the last one would harry be okay with one of the sidemen dating your sister ?"I asked
"Yes at first I didn't like the idea of him dating zoe but I could tell her made her happy so I'm okay with it "harry  told
We filmed for about 20 minutes
"Well thats today video thank you for watching bye"i ended the video I edited the video and posted it about 20 minutes later I decided to check the comments most of them was very nice
"Shes so pretty ethan is lucky "one said
Then only a few said nasty stuff but most was nice so it didn't matter what others thought
"Most of the fans love you "I said
"Some dont like me do they ?"she asked
"No but they are only jealous "I told
"Okay"she smiled
Zoes pov:
I didn't really care what the fans thought of me the only thing that matters is ethan and the boys
I was finally happy and I didn't care if I got a bit if hate I was going to im harry's sibling and dating ethan so people was going to be jealous
*the next day *
Today was a bad day I didn't want to get out of bed not because I'm lazy its because my anxiety was bad I have days where I can go out and be myself then other days I cant even get out of bed
"Hey are you okay I haven't seen you all day?"simon asked
"Yeah,I'm fine "I lied
"Come on zoe I know you really well what's wrong did ethan say something wrong ?"he asked
"No no he didn't ive having a bad day with my anxiety "I told
"What do you mean by that ?"he asked he sat down on my bed next to me
"Some days i can be myself and do what I want then there is days where I struggle doing the easiest things like having a drink of water or even getting out of bed and today is one of those days "I started to cry
He hugged me untill I calmed down
"I hate having to suffer with anxiety "I told
"You can't help it I wish I could help you with it "he said
I heard a knock on my door ethan walked in
"Whats going on?"he asked
"I was feeling down so simon came to talk with me "I told
"Okay are you feeling better now ?"he asked concernd
"Yeah I'm good dont worry "I smiled he left and so did simon

Ethans pov:
Zoe has been off all day she hasn't even came out of our room today I dont thinks she's okay I  though I would go and talk to harry
"Harry zoe has been off all day she hasn't even came out of our room do you know whats wrong ?"I asked
"Oh its one of those days for her "he sighed
"What do you mean ?"I asked
"She has those days where the easiest thing  for us its hard for her so she struggles to get out of bed or even drink something its hard to watch because you know you can't help her "I told
"Should I leave her alone or be with her ?"I asked
"I think its best to stay with her "harry told
I walked upstairs and into our room
"Hey bee"i smiled
She just looked at me and looked away I sat on the bed and pulled her closer to me
"Lets watch some TV together and just cuddle would you like that ?"I asked she just nodded her head I didn't want to make her sad so I didn't say anything it was hard not to see her smile we cuddled the rest of the day she fell asleep a bit ago it was about 7pm so I walked downstairs for a bit
"Hey we haven't seen you all day same with zoe are you two okay?"tobi asked
"Yeah zoe isn't feeling well so I decided to stay with her "I told
He nodded his head I went into the kitchen to get a drink and make zoe some food
I walked upstairs and zoe was waking up
"Hey bee I made you some food can you try and eat a little bit for me ?"I asked
"Yeah ill try thank you "she smiled
"I know its hard bee just eat what you feel like you can"i kissed her