fell in love with my brothers best friend (Behzinga ff)

chapter 40

Ethan pov:
Zoe has been going back to normal recently so that's good me and the lads decided to go and film for a few hours
"Hey me and the lads are going to film" I  told
"Okay hollie is coming over soon so I won't be  alone"zoe told I nodded my head and walked upstairs to film
I heard zoe and hollie leave the house
Zoe:me and hollie are going to louis  see you soon I love you
Ethan:okay be safe love you too
"Ethan are you ready?"simon asked
"Yeah just replied to zoes text "I told
We filmed for 2 hours and I haven't heard anything off zoe or hollie
Ethan:hey is everything okay?
Zoe:yeah I'm coming back soon
Ethan:okay
"Is everything okay you look stressed?"josh asked
"Yeah zoe seems to be going to louis alot recently fo you think I should worry ?"I asked
"No louis and the boys are just friends nothing to worry about but if you want I will talk to her"josh said
I said yes and I went to mine and zoes room

Josh pov:
"Hey josh where is ethan?"zoe asked
"Hes upstairs but could I talk to you?"I asked
She followed me to my room
"So you have been going to louis alot is there a reason?"i asked
"No I just trying to catch up with louis and he's recently found out that his girlfriend cheated on him so I wanted to be there for him dont worry I wound never cheat on ethan "zoe told
"I wasn't saying you would but ethan was worrying because he felt like he was loosing you because you have been going to his alot "I told
"I better stop going for a bit then and spend time with him"she sadly smiled and left

Zoe pov:
I've been pushing ethan out I better start spending time with him
"Hey baby "i spoke
"Hi" he  didn't look at me
I walked over to our bed and sat down he hugged me and kissed me
"I'm sorry that I've been going to louis alot "I spoke
"Its fine I just felt like I was loosing you "he told
"Your never going to loose me im always going to be yours no one else can have me because I love you and only you "I told ethan smiled we wanted to watch a movie but we didn't pay much attention to it we was mainly kissing and one thing lead to another
*skip a bit*
I was running
"Keep running zoe you can do this "JJ  shouted
I kept on running there was nowhere to hide when I stopped and looked back i saw louis tied up luke had a knife to louis throat
"Dont you fucking dare hurt him take whatever you want just don't hurt my friends" I shouted  next minute you know he's running towards me
I woke up in a sweat I tried slowing my breathing down
"Bee you okay?"ethan asked
"Yeah just had a bad dream dont worry "I told ethan went back to sleep I looked at the time 5 am I walked downstairs to get a drink of water and walked into a little room I had just to calm down if I ever felt anxious or had a bad dream when i sat down I started listing to my music I calmed down after about 40 minutes I could tell ethan was looking for me he came into my little space
"There you are i couldn't find you"he looked panicked
"Yeah I came here to calm down from  that dream I had sorry to worry you"i said
"Are you coming back to bed its early "he asked
"Uh probably not so you go back to bed I'll be fine "I smiled
He hugged me and left I carried on listing to my music I fully calmed downnabout an hour later I didn't hear anyone come in and I was singing to myself I was singing
English love affair by 5 seconds of summer
"When the lights go out, she's all I ever think about
The picture burning in my brain, kissing in the rain
I can't forget, my English love affair
Today, I'm seven thousand miles away
The movie playing in my head of a king size bed means I can't forget
My English love affair
My English love affair"i sung
I saw tobi in the corner of my eye
"Did I wake you up ?'I asked
"No you didn't I've been awake for a while but you have a beautiful singing voice why don't you sing much?"he asked
"I've always been told that I'm shit at singing so I never sing unless I'm on my own "I told
"Well whoever told you that is deaf your amazing at singing you should sing more "he smiled
"Thank you tobi "I smiled I walked into the front room and I saw that ethan,josh and Harry was sitting on the sofa
"Hey i told you to go to bed "I said looking at ethan
"I couldn't sleep "he told
I just rolled my eyes and sat next to him he kissed my head I still was listening to my music in one ear I felt like I was drifting off to sleep again I woke up and saw I was in my bed again I got out of bed and had a shower and did what i needed to and went downstairs
"I fell asleep didn't I?"I asked ethan
"Yeah you did you was up at like 5 am "ethan said
I made myself some food and went back to mine and ethans room and watched TV for about 30 minutes I started to feel sick I knew I wasn't pregnant because I just finished my period so I didn't think anything of it
*and hour later*
Ethan pov:
Zoe was on the phone to hollie
"Hey could I come over I need to talk to you about something?"zoe asked im guessing hollie said yes because zoe started getting ready
"I'll be back soon I love you "she smiled and kissed me them she left.I remembered I had to do some filming so I walked  into mine and zoes room and started filming about 2 hours past an zoe still wasn't home no text or calls nothing I was worrying because she usually texts me or even a short call to tell me if she's coming home I called her
"Hey babe are you on your way home?"I asked
"Yeah ill be back in about 20 minutes I love you"she replied
"Okay love you too bye"i said and ended the call