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"What?"

"Where... am I?"

I look around at my surroundings..." Huh?" I'm in a hospital room...
I have no Idea how I got here or why, The last thing I can remember is being in my moms car on our way to a camp ground to camp with family friends... How did I end up here..
I didn't even get much thought into it, I just closed my eyes, and that's when it hits me..
"MOM!!" She was in the car, Is she okay? I sit up quickly not quite thinking about the fact that I probably have injuries
"AAAGH" Sitting up I feel a horrible pain in my chest, because of instinct, I go to clutch my chest with my arm, which made it even worse as a pain stings into my arm.
What the hell is going on
I carefully sit up, It hurt, but I had to bare it. I need to find Mom

I pull the IV pole I have connected to myself around the room, and I see a clipboard clipped to the end of my hospital bed

Name: Y/N L/N
Age: 15
Reason of stay: Passenger in a car crash
Has a broken collar bone, 5 broken ribs, and bruising around the heart

A car crash...
I continue to drag the IV pole and leave the room, I wander down the halls slightly to see if I could find anything relating to my mother, No luck. I didn't get very far either, a nurse happened to be walking down the hallway and noticed me and brings me back to my room.
"You shouldn't be walking around, you're hurt" The nurse scolded
I look at her, angry "My legs aren't broken, are they?" Which of course gets me an annoyed look from the nurse "Well no, but you're still hurt, and you shouldn't be walking around without a nurse"
I look down for a moment still concerned.

"Where's my mom"

The nurse sighs and proceeds to tell me what happened.
My mom had apparently gotten stuck behind a driver who wasn't moving when there was a green light, got pissed off, tried to go around, and then a semi truck had hit us.
My mom gotten a broken leg, and broken ribs due to the truck hitting her side of the car more.
She wasn't even in the same hospital as me, for whatever dumbass reason they put her in a hospital 3 fucking hours away from me.
She was alive at least, that's all I needed to know.

The nurse walks out leaving me with my thoughts. I've never been in a car accident until now, but of course it happened when my mom was driving.
Ya know I really hate my stepdad but he's not wrong when he says she's a horrible driver...
Everything I was thinking about just was covered by an extreme pain
My head hurts. It hurts a lot, which I mean is understandable since I was in a car accident as bad as it is, but realizing why it's happening doesn't make my head stop hurting.

The nurse comes back with a cup of ice cubes...
What the fuck am I supposed to do with this?
"Here, we don't think you're quite ready to eat foods yet since the accident, so you'll have to stick with ice for now"
Oh great I'm gonna fucking starve to death because these people are feeding me ice as a meal.

I close my eyes and ignore the nurses attempts to feed me ice, and fall asleep.

⌞ ° • + • ° ⌟ Dream/Flashback ⌞ ° • + • ° ⌟

I was hungry and tired from the long car ride, so I turn to look at my mom, who's driving.
"Mom?" I look up at her groggily "..Yeah?" She must have been annoyed from the long drive
"Can I have some trail mix from your bag?" Which after approval I reach down into her bag and grab a handful and shove it into my mouth.... I look up and realize my mom managed to get herself in the wrong lane, and that a Semi truck was heading straight towards us. Fuck. FUCK. FUCK. "MOM LOOK"

Bam. It was too late.

⌞ ° • + • ° ⌟ ⌞ ° • + • ° ⌟

I wake up and immediately start gasping for air and screaming. Panic attack. The nurse comes in and injects some weird fucking drug into me to calm me down, She didn't tell me what it was.
It was still there slightly, but no where near as bad.
The nurse had left a notepad and a pen on the table next to my bed, probably just so I had something to do.
I just sat there blankly not knowing what to do with it, and just wrote the number "1"

I knew I was gonna be there for longer than just one day, And each day was just as boring and full of annoying thoughts as the last.

Every once in a while my stepdad and some of my moms friends would come to visit me...
Actually my stepdad visited me every day. It fucking sucked.
I don't know why he had to act nice, it's like he was trying to get brownie points from my mom or some shit, which wouldn't surprise me at all.

The fucking worst part was the fact that my dad never showed up, a singular day. He didn't even call, and when ANYONE would try to call him it would go straight to voice mail, It's like he just doesn't care... Or that he got kidnapped.
Honestly if he did hate me what would it matter, pretty much everyone else did, and it's for a pretty good reason.
It shouldn't even get to me, all they know how to say is the same old insults over and over again
"Dumb" "Ugly" "Gross" "Insane" "Weirdo" "Fag"

Please, the people from that school make no sense to me.
My last boyfriend broke up with me because he thought I was insane.
Yeah right, I'm not the one that puts knifes up to my throat everytime I don't do something you want me to, I'm not the one that won't even let me sleep, I'm not the one that breaks up with me cause I didn't hang out with you for 2 fucking days. Yet he decides to tell everyone I'm the one that did that shit, even trying to convince people I tried to kill his family

"If I did that I'd be in Jail dipshit"

But yet I still let it get to me, even though I know none of it means anything.
It got to the point of self harm.

"Fuck you"

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Yeah that took way to long to upload, sorry. I'm gonna attempt to do atleast weekly updates from now on.
Hey I mean if it helps this is like 3 times longer than the originals first chapter :)
(1147 words)

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