Mission: Win Your Heart - Sequel to 'Life is a warzone'

Chapter 4

"Tom" I said and he mumbled something into my skin. "Tom, you need to stop. You have a girlfriend." I added.

"I can't stop, I missed you." He whispered cupping my face in his hands and kissing me softly. I moaned into the kiss and with all my strength I got free from his grip.

"You need to go." I said and my voice breaking at the end.

"But I want to stay here...with you." He said.

"You can't and besides I am going back home tonight."

"You are at home. London is your home, Julia."

"No, it's not anymore. I have a job and I study in Cardiff. " I explained to him.

"But I need you." He protested.

"I hurt you, you have to hate me not to love me or need me." I said.

"I can't hate you, because my love is stronger." This time I went where he was standing and kissed him.

"You still love me?" I asked after I pulled away.He nodded. "But why are you with Janis then?" I asked again this time confused.

"Because I tried to forget about you. Remember- wrote it in the letter. You wanted me to forget about you.

"Mhm." I looked to the floor and Tom's finger lifted my chin so I could look into his eyes.

"Hey,it's ok now. Maybe I am crazy but I forgive you." He said and hugged him so tight as if I didn't want to let go.

*

"Hiya, babe." Janis greeted Tom when he walked into the living room. I decided to go with him to the boys' house and see them all. When I walked in, too she glared at me , I smiled at her sweetly and she rolled her eyes.

"Hello, Nath." I said sitting down next to him on the sofa he turned to look at me and smiled. "What are you watching? Aww, Family guy! Wicked, can I watch it with you?" I asked and he threw his arm aroynd me and I rested my head on his shoulder. I saw Tom watching at our direction.

"So tell me what happened the last time I saw you that made you storm out of the house?" Nathan asked me after the episode of ‘Family Guy' finished and there was nobody in the room.

"I don't want to talk about it." I said quickly.

"Is  something bothering you?" he asked and I looked at him annoyed. "Ok ok I won't ask anymore." He said and picked his hands up in defeat. "What  are you doing tomorrow?"

"Umm not much. Actually I was supposed to be on the train back to Cardiff right now."

"Oh, yeah, right. I am glad you changed your mind and decided to stay here." He smiled and I kissed his cheek.

"So why were you asking me about tomorrow?"

"Oh, I decided that you could come with us to a radio interview and then go out for some pizza. Is it ok?" he asked.

"You're not my boyfriend so why should I go out with you?" I teased.

"Ok then. Don't come with us." He said and turned his face to the tv.

"I was joking. Of course I am coming." I said.

"You're coming?" he said with a wink and I rolled my eyes.

"Cheeky bastard!" I murmured and he laughed.

"Are you coming in, Jules?" Nathan asked after he got out of the van. I heard the fans' screams and remembered about the hate some of them sent me before. Was I ready to go out there and face them? I had to try and see what would happen,right?

"I think so." I said and he grabbed my hand to help me out of the van. He let go of my hand but still held me close while we were entering the building.

*

I waited for the boys to finish their interview while I was in the corridor with BigKev talking and joking. I missed him as much as the others. He was such a fun guy. The boys eventually came out of the room. Nathan came straight to me.

"Was it good?" I asked him.

"You have to tell me that." He said and winked at me. He and his sexytime.

"Shut up, Sykes I am talking about the interview! Was it good?"

"Yeah yeah it was. Look, I've to go to greet the fans." He said and I nodded.

"Go, then" I smiled and he kissed my cheek.

"Where did lover boy go?" Tom whispered in my ear from behind, almost craring the shit out of me.

"You scared me and he's not a lover boy!"

"Isn't he? I saw him fascinating you."he said and I laughed.

"Oh my God! He didn't fascinate me!" I protested.

"Yeah,right. Anyway, what is it between you two?" he asked.

"There is nothing between us and besides what is to do with you anyway?" I asked with a smirk.

"Be careful."

"For what? Nath will never hurt me."

"Just...be careful. Don't fall for him just because he's kind to you." He said.

"So you think I am that easy?" I asked and he shook his head. "Good, then leave me live my life!" I said and walked away from him.