Mission: Win Your Heart - Sequel to 'Life is a warzone'

Chapter 15

It was the day before the operation.Nathan was always helping me with.....everything actually. He was such a help. I loved the way he was so caring and worried about me - it made me feel better to know that he's still there for me. Kelsey came early in the morning to take me out. She wanted to buy me some things which I'd need in the hospital and of course to buy some clothes,shoes and jewellery. What can I say - she is a girl!

I was calm all the time while everyone around me was nervous. I am serious - they were always screaming to each other without reason. It made me feel like shit for doing this to them. Most of the time I was locked in my room not wanting to go out and face all their pitying faces...

While we were walking through the Mall I was in a deep thought about how this was my last day on this world, the last day I would see Nathan, Tom, the other boys and their girlfriends. They were all my family. Talking about my family I haven't heard anything from my mum or dad I couldn't believe they left me suffer like that. They knew my state and they didn't bother phoning me! Of course at the beginning they were always by my side but where were they now, a day before the operation?!

"Heyyy" Kelsey waved with her hands in front of my face and snapped me from my daydream.

"Yeah?" I said.

"You wasn't listening to me,right?" she said with a sigh.

"Nooo, I was listening." I lied.

"Don't try lying to me! I noticed you weren't listening."

"Then why are asking  anyway?" I asked getting irrated.

"Calm down." she said and stroked my arm. I closed my eyes and took a deepbreath, then I opened my eyes to see her eyes filled with tears. I frowned.

"Why are you crying, Kels?"

""Don't know maybe because you're having a big operation tomorrow and I don't wanna lose you, nobody wants this!" she said as a matter of fact.

"Don't worry,babe."

"How can you be so calm about things like that? It's your life, you can end up on a fucking table tomorrow!"

"I am not fucking calm! I am so nervous, I can sleep, I can't eat I can't think about anything but the operation and the people I could lose if I die! I am trying to be strong, to be calm because all I see around me is people who are crying and looking at pathetically. It's killing me to see all of you like that so I am locking myself in my room.!" I shouted with tears all over my face. Kelsey was looking at me mirroring my teary face and eventually she came closer and embraced me in a hug. I hugged her back and rested my head on her shoulder. We stayed like that for maybe two or three minutes. I bet people around us were looking at us strangely but who cares?!

"I must wanr you for the consequences-" the doctor said.

"I know. Don't worry I know about everything." I cut him off. He smiled weakly and turned around to walk out from the room so the nurse can get me ready. "Doctor?" he faced me again. "Can I ask for  something?"

"Of course."

"If something bad happen there....please give this to the boy over there." I said and pointed through the window to the figure sitting on a chair outside the room. The doctor looked at the person then back to me and nodded.

"I am sure you'll get through this operation,Julia." he said and left the room taking the thing from me.

Nathan's P.O.V

I was outside the hospital room waiting for the operation to end. I was waiting along with Tom and Kelsey. The boys were in the cafe taking some coffee. It was an agony waiting. I looked in Tom's direction, he was deep in thought,Kelsey was crying silently and I was...don't know how I was feeling actually. How is it to feel that in the next moment something could get wrong anf the person you love the most and could never imagine the world without them die? I was lost for words to describe my emotions right in this moment. The boys, MIchelle and Nerresha came and sat next to Kelsey. They tried to calm her down. Max came to sit down next to me.

"Mate, don't worry so much. Sge's going to come out of this place alive." he reasured and I nodded not quite believing in his words. My breathing suddely stopped when we saw doctors rinnung past us and entering the room where was Julia. When they opened the door I saw all the nurses and doctors who were there from before were panicking over something, I heard some kind of beeping. I went closer and then I saw how one of the doctors was shaking his head.

"Don't give up! Please save her, please! I need her! Please do something to save her! DON'T GIVE UP!" I shoted and the doctors looked down. The beep stopped and in the corner of my eye I saw Tom was next to me too. My tears started falling down my face when I heard the normal beep starting all over again. "She's alive!" I screamed in disbelieve. The doors closed in front of me and Tom and I turned to look at him. He suddenly hugged me tightly and in this moment I felt we were best friends again.