INCOMPLETE (JIKOOK) [18+]

PART 18

Jimin woke up feeling a bit sore.
After getting up and wearing his clothes he turned to look at Jungkook who was sleeping peacefully.
How he missed this.
How he missed sleeping and waking up with the love of his life.
He smiled.

He then turned to look at the mirror.He saw hickeys on his neck.He caress it while smiling.He never regret these.

He walked out of the room and went to the kitchen to cook breakfast for him and for  Jungkook.When he was done cooking he started to eat.After a few mouthfuls he heard footsteps coming.
Jungkook.

Their eyes met.
He averted his gaze and continued to eat.
"Eat.And leave...",he felt pain on the last word.

Jungkook stepped into the kitchen.He sat down on the kitchen stool facing Jimin and began to eat.He threw glances at Jimin.
How he missed this.
How he missed eating with him,with the love of his life.

He then noticed hickeys on his neck.
"Sorry about last night",he uttered.
Jimin didn't say anything.He finished his meal,went to the living room and sat down the couch.

Jungkook smiled thinking what had happened last night.
They had sex.And he was so satisfied with what Jimin did to him.
His dick become hard again with his thoughts.
He sighed sadly.

After eating he washed the dishes and walked towards Jimin.
"Mmm...",he was about to say something when Jimin speaks.
"You can leave",Jimin didn't even look at him.
He felt sad.

After what they've done last night,he doesn't want to leave Jimin again.He felt so much love last night.But what he wants is not possible.
He knows that Jimin still loves him but at the same time still hates him with what he did.

He was about to stepped out of the door when Jimin spoke.
"One thing....",he turned to face him.
"If you had fight with your girlfriend don't come here again",Jimin still not looking at him.

He felt pain in his heart.
He wanted to say that they did not quarrel.It's just he really wanted to come to him,to hold him,to kiss him,but he doesn't have the courage to say it.
He left.

As soon as Jungkook closed the door behind him,Jimin burst into tears.
He felt the same way as the moment he found out that Jungkook is cheating on him.
Jungkook emotionally destroyed him once again.

After a moment of crying he stopped and rubbed down his tears.
He realized that Jungkook can stay in his heart but not in his life.He has his own world now.
He needs to move on,let go and get over it.

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Jungkook arrived at Tzuli's apartment.
He walked towards the bedroom.When he opened the door he saw that Tzuli is in a deep sleep.

He felt guilt.He let Tzuli sleep alone while he's making love with Jimin.
Making love...sex with someone you love,he thought.

He slowly walked towards Tzuli.While looking at her he noticed something.He sat on the edge of the bed.
A red mark on its neck.
"Mosquito bite?",he asked himself.

He hold her chin and moved it gently for him to clearly see what's on her neck.Tzuli moaned softly.He could smell alcohol.She's drunk.He was startled with what he saw.Hickeys!

He doesn't know what to feel.
Will he be angry?
Of course!She's cheating!
But he also cheated last night.

Why can't he feel mad?
Maybe she loves someone else.
Why is he happy in lieu of getting irate?
He will break up with her.
It's not because he doesn't love her but because he doesn't want this kind of relationship.
Obviously they don't love each other.

He went to the living room to wait for Tzuli to wake up.
After few hours he heard the bedroom door opened.
Tzuli walked towards him.
She is wearing a turtle neck dress to hide her hickeys.

"Honey have u eaten?",she looks so nervous.
"Yeah.Hungry?",he asked.
"Kinda.Is there's something to eat?",she's trembling a bit.
"Yeah.I cooked.Just heat it",he said not looking at her.
Tzuli went to the kitchen and started eating.

When she's done she went to the living room and sat down on the couch beside Jungkook.
"What time did you come home last night?",he calmly asked.
"I don't know.Sorry honey.I was so drunk",she apologized.
"Mind to explain what's on your neck?",he turned gaze on her.

Tzuli's eyes widened.She was so shocked.Jungkook saw her hickeys.
She looked down with the embarrassment.
Since Jungkook saw it she can't hide anymore.It's time to tell him the truth.

"Honey",she deeply sighed.
"I'm sorry...I…I cheated on you",tears started to form in the corners of her eyes.
"Since when?",Jungkook asked frowning.
"2...months ago...",she's trembling.
"What?!You should've just broken up with me!",Jungkook shouted.

He thought that if Tzuli had just broken up with him 2 months ago,he and Jimin could have been together again now.

"I'm afraid.I don't have the courage to tell you.You were so nice to me",she said softly.
"So you don't love me anymore?You just force yourself to be with me...",he sadly looked Tzuli straight in her eyes.
"I love you but~",she cut her words.
"But what?!",he yelled.
"Look!I really love you Jungkook.I'm so inlove with you in the beginning!",she yelled back.
"In the beginning??",his forehead furrowed.
"Yeah.But it changed....From the moment that you always spent time with your groupmates rather than me.I felt that your not happy with me.That someone's bothering you.And there was a time when we were having sex you called me "babe",she sobbed.

Jungkook's jaw dropped.
He could not remember what Tzuli was saying.
"You didn't call me babe.Never!I just ignored it.Now...mind to tell me who's that "babe"?",she asked frowning.

Jungkook gulped.
Silence.
"Jungkook I~"
"I'm sorry if I did that to you.I didn't realize that I'm hurting you.I will be honest with you now.When I met you I'm with someone...someone that I really really love",he felt relieved telling the truth.

Tzuli was dazed.
"What??But you said~"
"I cheated on the person that I love so much with you.Until that person found out and broke   up with me.I said I'll break up with you but that person was really mad,or should i say hates me like hell that time.I'm sorry...",he confessed.
"Do you still love her?",she felt heartache.

Her
Jungkook chose not to tell her that the person he was referring to was a “he” and it was Jimin.

"Yeah...I still love that person so much.I'm sorry...",he looked away from her.
Tzuli bit her lower lip.
"Ummm...you?Do you love him?",he asked.
"Ummm...yes,I do.I'm sorry",she looked down.
"I should be the one to apologize.Sorry for making you feel not loved.I'm sorry for everything",he held her hands.
"I'm fine now.I forgive you.So...what's your plan?",she awkwardly asked.
"I'm leaving tomorrow",he saw sadness in her eyes.

"Don't be sad.I want you to be happy with the person you love",he smiled at her.
Tzuli smiled back.
"I will not force you to stay.Your happiness is my happiness",tears fell on her cheeks.
Jungkook hugged her.
"Don't cry.I don't deserve your tears",he caress her back.
"Let me know if your boyfriend hurts you,ok?"
Tzuli nodded.
"I will punch him to death!",he said punching the air.
"Jk!",she yelled.
"I'm just kidding",they both laughed.