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the pawn of his game
y/n

weeks had passed of living in the shitty place we were in. by weeks i mean three. today was as shitty as ever. i woke up and my head hurt. i walked into the bathroom and looked at myself. my dark circles were worse than ever. my eyes puffy from crying.

in two weeks time, marley would be having a funeral. it was sad to know my best friend was gone. it wasn't easy dealing with it either. at night i would wake up with horrible night terrors. that was if i even slept at all. i can only imagine how lucifer is taking this. probably not well.

i washed my face and felt a bit dizzy. i grabbed a cup and sipped some water from the sink. i sat on the toilet and sighed. "oh marley. why." i said and wiped my eyes. my stomach began to turn and i rolled my eyes. "oh my god could it get any worse?" i groaned as i stood up.

i walked into my room and saw something on my dresser. it was my book. romeo and juliet. maybe today i should read it? maybe later. i sat on my bed and began to fiddle with the rings on my fingers. i smiled at the ring lillith gave me.

i looked up and saw as the three boys walked in the room. they shared a happy look and i was curious as to why. "what happened?" i asked as i moved to the end of the bed. "everything's been getting better. we're winning the war." miles smiled as he grabbed my hand and pulled me up. i shakily stood with his help and smiled.

"love you look really pale, have you had enough to eat and drink today?" finn asked and i nodded. "yeah just a tad lightheaded.. i'm fine." i forced another smile and sat back on the bed. "she is lying." boris said. "i'm right here." i held a hand up and he shrugged "yes, and you're lying" i sighed and rolled over on the bed. "i'm fine."

i heard the door open and close again. i assume they left. i closed my eyes and forced myself into a sleep.

i opened my eyes and looked around. i was in liliths living room. i smiled and looked around. "oh y/n back so soon?" i heard as i saw the beautiful woman walk in. "yeah i took a nap and i guess you sensed i needed someone?" she hummed in response. "how are you dealing with her being gone?" i sighed. "i'm dealing. probably not well."

"i can bring her soul here, to speak with you. you won't be able to see her. you'll be able to hear her though." i nodded "please." she sat beside me and grabbed my hand, she touched the ring and smiled at me. "marley.. speak if you're here dear. it's alright. y/n is here." i closed my eyes as lilith spoke. "y/n?" i heard a familiar voice say.

"marley oh my god hi.." "i miss you so much.." she said and i felt tears fall down my face. "hey hey don't cry.. listen there's something important you need to know." "what is it?" "y/n.. you're going to need to pick one of the boys to marry when the war ends. you'll need to become queen with him. i know you'll trust your gut and make the right choice.. this won't be for a while. however, you need to put great thought into it." "thank you marley." "one more thing." "yes?" "take care of the baby for me. make sure it's happy and please tell it about me."

"baby?" no response. "BABY? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?" i stood up and opened my eyes. lilith was staring at me and she stood up, placing a hand on my stomach. "oh dear. congratulations." "no.. this isn't real this is a dream." i said stepping back. "be careful y/n. take care of things for me. the boys. the baby. hell."

i gasped and sat up. my face was wet from tears. i looked over at the clock and saw it was 8:30 in the morning. i sighed and got out of bed. i went into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.

i began to take in my features. my skin was more drained of its color. finn was right. my eyes had dark circles surrounding them and they were sunken in, as were my cheeks. my eyes were red and bloodshot. i sighed and picked up a hairbrush. i began to run it through my hair. a little too much came out. "stress" i mumbled to myself.

i stepped onto the mat and watched as my clothes fell to the ground. i got in the shower and looked down at myself. i noticed i'm a bit skinnier. my hands looked thinner as did my legs. i sighed and looked down at my stomach.

there is no way i'm pregnant. i can't be. i don't want to be. i placed a hand on my stomach and closed my eyes. i started to hum the lyrics of a song my mother used to sing to me before my sister was born. just a simple lullaby.

after washing my thinned hair and body, i got out and wrapped a towel around myself. i looked in the mirror again and sighed. after opening the door, i saw the three boys stare. "what?.." i asked nervously. "you look-" "beautiful. she looks beautiful." finn finished for boris as he walked up to me. i smiled and looked up at him. he placed a gentle kiss on my lips and i smiled into it.

"hello love, get dressed. we've got a dinner to go to. we're going to negotiate with some from heaven." i nodded and forced a smile. "your dress is on the bed. we will be back in 45 minutes." i nodded again and watched as they left. i dried my hair and looked at the dress.

 i dried my hair and looked at the dress

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i put the dress on and ran my fingers along the sides of it. i smiled. i walked into the bathroom and did my hair and a bit of makeup. marley had packed some simple things like mascara and a small eyeshadow pallete in case i'd ever need to do something like this with the boys. she's so smart.

i walked out of the bathroom and slid on the heels they'd left for me. i then sat on the bed and opened the book. inside was a little note.

to whomever reads this next,
please follow your heart & make the right choices. love will present itself in funny ways. protect not only yourself, but the ones you care for. never follow behind anyone and always write your own destiny.

- lilith

i smiled down at the note and wiped my watering eyes. the boys came in dressed nice and i stood up. "ready to go darling?" miles asked and i nodded. soon we were on our way to the dinner. it was an understatement to say my nerves were killing me.






soo thoughts? do you think y/n is pregnant? i hate stories that have her get pregnant. they annoy me. but it's only a minor problem at the moment ;) we've got so much more to come and a baby won't be anytime soon. comment what you think & please vote <3 xo, mars

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