Sorrowful Love ( Luhan-Fanfiction )

Chapter 9

"Luhan! Look what I've got for ya!"

"Luhan! Please buy this teddy for me! Jinjja keopta!"

"Luhan where's my present? Did you forget my birthday?"

"Luuuuuuuu-ge! I'll be calling you that!"

"Lu-ge, why are you ignoring me?"

"Lu-ge, let's be together forever!"

These words flung through your mind as you let out a loud sighed. Uncontrollably, tears started to fall. Since when did all those peaceful and happy memories disappeared?

'Ding Dong'

The door bell rang. You rise from your bed and dragged yourself to the door. As you swung your door open, you brother was there. "There, I got this for you." He said, pushing a huge familiar box to you. "I hope you could open this only when you are insisting on transferring." You looked at him weirdly. "Oppa, what is this?" You followed you brother to the sofa. "A thing that will help you change your decision of transferring at the last minute. It's something I didn't have the courage to give to you, open it when the time is right." Your brother laid down on the sofa. You took another glance at the box. You realised that there is a lock on it. You tried to pull it open, but it got stuck. "Oppa, there's a password, how am I suppose to unlock it?" You furrowed your eyebrow. Your brother made no noise. You went up and shook your brother, calling out, "Oppa!". Your brother turned his body the other way, and finally spoke out some words, "That's why I said open it when the time is right, you'll get it." "Fishy." You pouted, making your way to put the box in your room.

You fumbled with the lock for a few minutes out of boredness when something caught your eyes. You reached your arm oit, dug your pocket and found a crumpled piece of thick paper. It was it. The photo of you and Luhan. A huge amount of memories started rushing throught your mind. That's it. You tossed the photo into your litter bin and ran your fingers through your hair. "What am I going to do? WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!?! Leave me behind this mess what shit is this. Screw the past, SCREW EVERYTHING! URGH......!" "(Y/N)? (Y/N) are you alright?" It was your brother. You knew you were still trying to overcome it. You were still suffering from depression. You don't want...don't want the past to repeat... all these years hiding in the urban areas just to avoid the city. The city is a horrible place they said, the city holds all kind of horrible things, places and even people. "(Y/N)?" Your brother called out once more. "I'm fine, leave me alone." You replied. "Thinking about him again? You-" "Shut up, don't mention his name, I hate it." With that, silence could be heard. Once again you brought out that necklace, that necklace that is specially made to connect two hearts into one. You held it tight, setting it in a corner.

You pulled out a piece of paper from under the desk and started scribbling.

"01001001 01100110 00100000 01110011 01100001 01100100 00100000 01100101 01101110 01100100 01101001 01101110 01100111 00100000 01101110 01100101 01110110 01100101 01110010 00100000 01100101 01111000 01101001 01110011 01110100 01100101 01100100 00101100 00100000 01001001 00100000 01110111 01101111 01101110 00100111 01110100 00100000 01100010 01100101 00100000 01110100 01101000 01100101 00100000 01101101 01100101 00100000 01110010 01101001 01100111 01101000 01110100 00100000 01101110 01101111 01110111 00101110"

[If sad ending never existed, I won't be the me right now.]

You learnt binary from your cousin at the countryside. That's how you and your cousin always communicate. Oftentimes, you use it when you wanted to keep things to yourself. Folding the paper into an aeroplane, you sent it flying out of the window. You watched as it landed, satisfied.

You, yourself didn't even know if your feelings on Luhan was hatred, or perhaps.... love. You sometimes questioned yourself, is this what you wanted. You had a choice 5 years back, but you chose the one that anyone would ever expect, which was to ditch reality and escape to countryside. You didn't expect to meet him 5 years later, coincidentally in the same class.Now, you don't know how to face him anymore.

"01000110 01101111 01110010 01100111 01101001 01110110 01100101 00100000 01101101 01100101 00100000 01100110 01101111 01110010 00100000 01110111 01101000 01100001 01110100 00100000 01001001 00100000 01100011 01101000 01101111 01110011 01100101 00100000 01110100 01101111 00100000 01100010 01100101 00100000 01100001 01101110 01100100 00100000 01110111 01101000 01100001 01110100 00100000 01001001 00100000 01100011 01101000 01101111 01110011 01100101 00100000 01110100 01101111 00100000 01100011 01101000 01101111 01101111 01110011 01100101 00101110"

[Forgive me for what I chose to be and what I chose to choose.]

Please... Luhan. || TBC ||
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[A/N] I've always been a fan of Binary Code cuz I.... I'm weird XD I find Binary Code interesting in a way so... yeah I decided to put it in this fanfic XP