You didn't go to school the next day. You stayed at home and sleep till afternoon, you were awaken by loud banging on your house door. You dragged yourself to open the door and when you open, it was Luhan. You scoffed at him and when you wanted to close the door, he put his hand on the door frame and stopped you. "Now what do you want?" You asked him frustratedly. "I don't know what's wrong with you but don't you think you're acting cold towards me lately?" He pushed you a little to make you look at him but you just turn your head and look away. "Go away." You said as you started to get mad. "No." He insisted and took a step into your house. Suddenly, he grabbed your arm and your sleeves drop. He saw your cuts and was shocked. "WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?!" He asked as he checked on your arm. You shrugged your hand away and turn to the other side, your back facing him. "Leave." You tried to be calm. "Not Until you tell me what happened." He puffed his cheeks. "Don't try to be funny with me. Plus, you're getting annoying." You bit your lower lips. "(Y/N)..." His words faded away and he suddenly back hugged you. You struggled for him to let go but he hugged you tighter. He move his lips closer to your ear and said, "If you ever need help, call me, I'll be there for you. I don't know, and I don't care why you are becoming so cold... but you're always the (Y/N) I know." His words made you feel comfortable, but soon enough, you broke the hug and pushed him out. "I don't need you to pity me." You said as you slammed the door in his face.
You went back to your room and shut the door. You leaned against your door and thought of what Luhan said. "If only his words were true..." You mumbled to yourself and slide your back down the door. You walked to your bed and checked the clock. "I'll just stay awake..." You sat back on your study table. Uncontrollably, you picked up your penknife again and stroke another cut on your wrist. "Now that's better..." You said as you witness blood ooze out from your wound. You laid yourself on your bed and tilted your head to see your cut. You stretch and pulled a piece of tissue from your bedside table and wipe away your blood. You glanced at the blood on the tissue first before crumpling it and tossing it on the floor.
The next day, you forcefully dragged yourself to school. Your principal called and demanded you to come to school as you skipped school without reasons yesterday and he was really mad. When you stepped into the school gate, you heard gossips about you.
"Isn't that (Y/N)? My gosh, I hate her so damn much! I heard that she tried to get near our Luhan oppa!"
"What a b*tch!"
"Can't she just get a life and leave Luhan oppa alone?"
"She's such a thick skin woman."
"Gah! Her face already killed me."
You walked straight and avoided to hear any gossips. "Oh god that's why I didn't want to be at school..." You hid at a corner and started to cry. You sat down and wrapped your arms around your knees and bury your head in it. "Gosh, kill me..." You mumbled and continued crying. Suddenly, something strike your mind. You stood up immediately. "Yeah right, kill me..." You smirked at yourself.
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Sorrowful Love ( Luhan-Fanfiction )
FanficLuhan has always been the heartthrob of the school. Both of 'you' are bestfriend. But that friendship of 'yours' doesn't stay long due to those cray cray fans of his... What actually happen that cause the two bestfriend to drift away? Will 'you' be...