Sorrowful Love ( Luhan-Fanfiction )

Chapter 2

"Yah! I told you to leave him alone! Why didn't you listen? Hm?! you are such a thick skin woman." One of the bullies said and pulled your ear. You couldn't do anything but to just let them hurt you even more. "Hugging him... you are getting more daring by day huh?" The shorter one yanked your hair and you winced in pain. They smirked and gave you a kick in your stomach. "Gosh, you never learn." They head bully scoffed as she took something out from her pocket. You tried to take a peek but when you lift your head, you saw... A penknife? "W-what are you t-trying to do?" You asked nervously as you started to have cold sweat. Definitely you know that they are up to no good. "Let's see what you can do after we hurt your pret-, ugh no, ugly little face." She chuckled and went nearer to you. You take a few steps back but stop when your back touches the wall behind you. She leaned forward and pushed the penknife up in front of you face. You gulped your saliva in horror as she puts the penknife nearer and nearer to your cheek. You wanted to stop her by slapping her hand away but as you do so, you lost your balance and fell on the ground. You opened one of your eye and the first thing you saw was that the head bully holding onto your face. You struggled to make her let go but she held it even tighter and slowly, she ran the blade through you fair white skin, making a shallow cut through you cheek. She then giggled, "Should we do the same to your other cheek?" You whined as you held you cheek. They laughed and laughed hardly as you looked at the entrance. And when they were not looking, you quickly grabbed your bag and run.

As you run, you fell over a rock and landed on the ground. "Err, why must I be so unlucky?" You cried to yourself. "(Y/N)?" A familiar voice came out of nowhere. It was him, again. "Leave me alone." You avoided eye contact with him. "But..." He went up to you and kneeled down. He check your body and held your hand. "What happened to you?! Who did these?! Huh?!" He grabbed your cheek and forcefully made you look at him. You love his beautiful sparkling eyes but however, you still couldn't bear the pain when his hands touch your cut. "OUCH!" You shouted and quickly slapped him hand away. When he removed his hand, he realised that cut you had. "Whoa... whay happened to your face? (Y/N)! Answer me!" He became anxious. You remained silent and immediately picked up your bag and wanted to walk away. He stood up and grabbed you by your hand. You shrugged his hand off as he held your shoulder and walked in front of you. "Move away." You demand. He remained there. "Answer me first, who did all these?" He asked calmly. "None of your business." You moved to your right and wanted to walk pass him but he moved to his left again and blocked you. "It is my business, you're my best friend." He insisted. You pushed him away. "From today onwards, leave me alone and I won't get hurt. And...you are not my best friend anymore, understand?" You walked pass him and he looked at your figure, disappearing. "Why is she suddenly so cold towards me?"

Once you reach home, you tossed your bag aside. You sat on your study table and cried. "Am I a murderer in my previous life? Am I?! Gosh What have I done to make them hate me so much..." You laid your head on the table and sobbed. Then, you looked up and saw a penknife from a distance. "I'll do it again, I've done it so many times already. Plus, it doesn't hurt. It feels good too." With that, you pushed the penknife up and pulled up the sleeve of your long-sleeved uniform. Under it, was several cuts you had done to yourself. You continued the line by adding two more cuts beside your previous ones. You started to cry at the thought of the bullies' words.

"I hate myself."

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