Sorrowful Love ( Luhan-Fanfiction )

Chapter 5

"DON'T!" He yelled as he run towards you and fortunately, he grabbed your hand. There you are, falling down. And there he is, holding on to your hand. "Won't you stop? Why do you like to bug me so much? Get your hands off!" You struggled but Luhan was too strong. Instead, he used both his hands in the end and tried to pulled you up. You became anxious and slapped his hands off. "Let go of me you as*hole!" You became angry. He remained silent and focused on pulling you up. "Don't die... You still have me." Luhan tried to control his tears. "Why won't you let me die..." Your tone of talking became soft and slowly, you allowed him to pull you back up.

Once you made it up, he immediately pulled you in for a hug. He couldn't control himself anymore, tears started to flow from his eyes. "Don't do anything silly (Y/N)... I beg you..." He sobbed. You didn't try to push him away nor talk back. He broke the hug and looked at you. From your waist, he slide his hands down to your hands and hold them tightly. You look at him blankly. Suddenly, he pulled you in for a kiss.

This time, you were shocked. You struggled for a few seconds and he finally let go. "Saranghae, (Y/N)..." He whispered into your ears. You pushed him away, "Don't fall in love with me, please." You said. Unknowingly, you started to cry, too. "Why can't I? Huh? It hurts me everytime I saw you hurt. It hurts me everytime you ignore me. It hurts me when I know you got depression. And worst, it hurts me when you were about to commit suicide and leave me alone...forever..." He burst into tears. "Why? Why won't you just throw me aside and be friends with all the others? They treat you well, they are willing to talk to you. But why me? The one that would hurt you?" You backed off. "There's no reason for me to stop loving you. And no one else can replace you!" He paused for a while. "Did you know how scared was I when you ignored me? I was afraid I would lose you!" He moved forward and approched you. "Leave me alone, now!" You demand. He went up and grabbed your hand. You pushed him away and backed a few steps more. "I SAID, LEAVE ME ALONE!" You screamed and pulled out your penknife from your pocket. Before Luhan could react, it was too late. You swiftly pushed the penknife up and stabbed yourself with it. "(Y/N)!" He ran up and held your falling body. Having your blood all over his hand, he cried even more. He laid his head on you and wept. "No... don't do this to me... I can't live without you..."

There, it started to pour. Luhan held tightly onto your hand and caressed your cheek. He tried to stop your blood from flowing by putting his hand on your wound gently, so that he won't hurt you. Suddenly, the door banged open. "Luhan?! (Y/N)?!" It was your principal and fellow teachers. The principal rushed up and gave you a hand. "Call the ambulance! Quick!" He shouted. Luhan stared blankly at your motionless body with tears flowing down his cheeks. ** I'M SORRY...** he thought to himself.|| TBC ||