A crash from the kitchen alerted me to the fact that bucky wasnt in the bed with me.
I quickly got out of bed and wandered down the hall to see one of our blue plates broken on the ground.
"Bucky baby", I called out, turning the corner into the kitchen then immediately rushing to the super soldiers side.
He was rolled up in a ball, shaking and mumbling,"get out of my head".
I dropped to my knees and put my hands over his hands that were covering his ears.
He lifted his shaking head, his eyes meeting mine and felt my heart break.
His eyes were glazed over, with tears leaking out,"please make them stop", he whispered.
"Baby listen to me, there's no one here but me or you", I told him, lacing my fingers with his,"they cant hurt you cuz it's only me and you here".
He listened to my voice, mumbling,"only me and her", over and over.
After a few minutes he pulled his hands away from his face, his rocking slowed.
I put the back of my hand onto his forehead and flinched at how hot it was.
"Baby your burning up", I said and he whimpered again.
I wrapped my arms around his body,"baby C'mon with me to the bed, you need rest".
I stood up and had to support his weight as we lounged into our bed.
I propped my self against the bed as bucky crawled between my legs and laid his head on my thighs, wrapping his arms around my waist.
I ran my fingers through his hair as he gently drifted off to sleep.
I seen his phone and trying not to disturb him unlocked it, smiling at the lockscreen, and then found Steve's contact.
Steve picked up on the 2nd ring,"hey bucky".
"Not bucky", I chuckled.
"Oh hey (y/n) is bucky ok", steve asked, no doubt wondering for his freind.
"Um he's just really sick and I know that regular medicine wont work on him, is there any medice you guys have for him", I asked.
Steve rusled around before the sound of a pill bottle filled his end,"I have some medicine that I take for headaches, I think it'll work".
"Ok thank you, would you care to pick us up food", I asked and steve chuckled.
"Bucky'd kill me if I didnt get food", steve said.
We exchanged good byes and then I went back to brushing his hair.
After a bit I stoped and turned on the tv, flicking through the channels before hearing bucky whimper again.
His arms tightened around my body and my hands returned back to his hair.
He moved his head so I could particularly see his face, as he looked forward looking at the wall.
"Doll you deserve so much better", he quietly mumbled.
"What bucky no no no", I said sliding my hand so it was cupping his cheek,ignoring his burning hot skin.
"I'm a killer", he said,"so am i", I quickly shot back.
He turned his head so his chin rested on my thigh and I could see his face a little more clearly.
His skin was pale and his cheeks a rosy red, his hair fell in his eyes a little so I got an idea.
Smiling I grabbed a hair tie and pulled his hair back to a small ponytail.
His face slowly spread into a smile, as he laid his head back over onto my lap, deeply inhaling.
Steve finnaly got there right when bucky began to snore.
Bucky had given steve a key to the apartment incase he went winter solider on me or if steve needed a place to stay away from the team for awhile.
"Steve were in here", I gently called hoping I didnt wake bucky and that steve heard me.
Steve poked his head in and then seen his freind laying on me, quickly coming to the side of the bed, a pained look on his face.
"Hows he doing", steve asked, setting down on of the bags in a chair we had up by the bed.
"He passed out awhile ago, can you go get a cup of water so he can take the pills please", I asked and steve nodded.
As steve left the room I began to task of trying to wake up bucky.
"Bucky buckyyyy baby can you please wake up", I cooed and he shifted a little before opening one of his eyes.
"Baby please Steve's here with medicine and food for you", I tried again.
He lifted his head, his eyes droopy as he slurred out,"Steve's here".
I hummed,"yes he brought medicine for you to".
Bucky turned so his back was facing me and leaned against my body laying his head on my breasts.(there soft like pillows ok I mean👀)
I wrapped my arms around his waist, lacing my fingers with his metals ones, silently placing a kiss to his neck.
Steve walked in with a glass of water and chuckled,"bucky man you look awful".
"Shut up punk", bucky slurred out causeing me and steve to laugh a little.
"Here takes these buck, you'll feel better in 30 minutes or so", steve said and handed Bucky the pills and class of water.
He didnt hesitate as he threw his head back, swallowing the pills.
"I also brought Chinese", steve said holding up the bag.
The rest of the night was spent eating food and steve telling me storys of his and buckys adventures.
A good night with my family.
